Oneday... I am impressed. You handled that very well. Under the circumstances many of us would not have been so restrained. Good job!
Billy is right. The Bible is clear that we aren't to just blindly follow without thinking. If it comes up again, here's a handful of verses that may help you:
"Do not put YOUR trust in nobles" - Psalm 146:3
"present YOUR bodies a sacrifice living, holy, acceptable to God, a sacred service with YOUR power of reason." - Romans 12:1
"For God gave us not a spirit of cowardice, but that of power and of love and of soundness of mind." -2 Timothy 1:7
"However, when he entered the house Jesus got ahead of him by saying: “What do you think, Simon?" -Matthew 17:25
[Jesus asking] "What do YOU think?" - Matthew 18:12; 21:28
"think so as to have a sound mind" - Romans 12:3
"he has given us intellectual capacity that we may gain the knowledge of the true one." - 1 John 5:20
Best wishes my brother. They're not going to make it easy, but you will conquer!