DT, I'll explain how her talk resonates with me, and her definition of faith, because my own reflections have led me to a state of constant doubt.
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. - Hebrews 11:1
I said the following a couple days ago, which pretty well sums up what I've been going through the last few years:
"A sincere searcher after truth need never adjust to another's reality or sit on his laurels. There is enjoyment in a lifetime of seeking, learning, asking questions, and never resting in the pursuit."
In to the rubbish bin has gone the idea of an invoilate bible, an infallible God. The historical Jesus, much like Russell, prophecied persecution and an immenent end, which did not happen; a failed prophet. The historical Jesus is far removed from the icon we have erected and in truth, what "Christianity" is has evolved through the centuries. But this repurposing is not all a bad thing. We want a pluralistic, all-loving God who demands humility, honor, goodness, and kindness.
I fiercely want the best of human nature to prevail, a future of peace and goodwill. I will fight for this in spite of all evidence to the contrary. This is reverence for life, this is the fight against entropy and death. Complexity and life endures against all odds.
The robin couple in my backyard persist in their parenting no matter how many chicks they lose.