Farkel:
I hear what you're saying, I really do, and I understand the feelings you're describing.
I hope you'll remember those voiceless lurkers who read and absorb the more serious posts that folks like you write, the ones that get them to think, the ones that make the wheel in their head start turning, and the ones that make the sleeping hamster beside the wheel wake up and start running again.
Most of the lurkers sit quietly in the background, just taking in. Maybe that's all they're capable of doing for the time being. Maybe they're in such shock and disbelief over what they are learning about a lifetime of WTS indoctrination, that all they can do is come back and read more... until one day they find their voice.
That's how it was for me. Then, once I found my voice, people started wishing I would shut the hell up. But it is people like you who take the time and make the effort to put into words what the WTS has done that make such a difference to the voiceless lurkers out there who are desperately trying to figure out why their Spiritual Paradiseā¢ has turned into a rotten stinking cesspool.
Believe it or not Farkel, you are and always will be "effective", no matter where you are.
Love, Scully