Snare&R I am not worth your time as a private patient. But this is a market place for ideas, and I will pick up what I need.
I have read Dawkins, Hawkins, Krauss, Davis, anything I can my hands on since the 30s.
It is cosmology that Is the Big puzzle to work on. The life-sciences will work themselves out, for we can dabble in it.
I dont believe in the supernatural as in demons, or the mis-diagnosises of the carpenter from galilee (the equivalent of the 'window-washers' ? but
believe there is lots to be learned from how the COSMOS at large affects the Universe. example:
There is now thought that dark energy is a property of the Cosmos, and as space expands into it, we inherit more and more dark energy with it,
-(like the coal that Russia likes to inherit when it takes over East-Ukraine)-. that might explain the increasing expansion, if that is later confirmed. so
there are ways that we can probe from inside of the universe into the future present and past state of the cosmos, and the Hury is out on CREATION as I see it.
The Rules of the BALLS game is part of that question I hope more would adress, including the digest they can offer from the book they read, their studies.