Yes, the more I think about it, the more I realize how she has me dancing on a string. Any time I even hint at a suspicion or observation, she will jump in with something like, "Like what?" or "What are you referring to?"
Regarding the students who don't end up convinced... she seems to have several of those also. She has mentioned a few times, "Some people study for quite some time, and then just stop. I don't know why." She told me that if at any point I just come to the conclusion that this isn't for me, I can just tell be honest with her and quit. She doesn't want me to "Keep studying, just so I won't hurt HER feelings."
I told her before she came over the first time, and she was saying "I don't want to waste your time EITHER..." I did inform her that I had no plans of becoming a Jehovah's Witness. I think that comment lit a spark in her, and motivated her to help me find the truth.
To this, I told her that I still have a lot of questions, and that I'm still willing to see what a JW has to say about them. "I am a fair-minded person, and will listen to both sides of the story. Although, that is what got me in trouble before!"
She said something like, "You do seem to be an honest person, and I know you have concerns for your family. You don't strike me as one of the 'Take Down the Watchtower!' types."
I was slightly taken aback, that she even knew such people existed! I just said, "No... I don't have the power to do that!"
Anyway... I am learning a lot about how a fully programmed JW mind works against opposition. I'm hoping that as I recognize the patterns and reactions I get from Miss K, I will be able to find some ways to peck away at my dad's wall. The cement is still freshly poured around his once critical mind. I know he will be full of vigor, after the upcoming convention... but I do look forward to making arrangements to see him in a few weeks.