The Firm
You seem to be equating the Catholic Church as the church of Jesus. Sorry, that just doesn't hold up. Jesus also said, "By their fuits shall ye know them". Are you seriously suggesting given the monstrous atrocities carried out by the Catholic Church over the centuries, that they are Christs Church? It is more than just a few bad apples (Popes). What sort of church allows such monsters to attain positions of leadership? What sort of doctrine permits it? I keep remembering the historical quote of the Papal Legate during the 30 years war when the catholics and protestants were trying to kill each other off. His military commander came to him and pointed out that about 25% of the german town they had surrounded was catholic. He was concerned that all would claim to be catholic. The Papal Legates response was "Slay them all. God will know his own" Perhaps you are a reincarnation of that fine gentleman.