Purple V, you're my kind of person -- a chocoholic!
Dear Robdar, I am so sorry you're feeling this low. However, I can think of lots of reasons to keep on living, some of which include chocolate, but my most compelling reason next to the kids is this: to see what happens next. Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad, but it's rarely boring and usually I learn something.
Go find a sunset to watch. Go explore a bed & breakfast in a remote location you'd never think of. Call a friend. Volunteer at a hospital's Neonatal ICU and hold some babies who need to feel human touch. Life is precious. YOUR life is extra precious to me because I know you and like you very much!
Love & hugs,
Nina