As a teenager in 1974 I remember a Circuit Overseer - Floyd Kite to be exact- excitedly proclaiming that the 1974 district convention would quite possibly be our " last in this system of things " and that if " Jehovah wills " - we would " have our next assembly in 1975 in paradise " .
WT Society and JW' s have been doing and saying this for years. Don't worry Phoebe, you are safe. I was 15 years old when this C.O. said this in 1974. I'll be 58 years old this October- and still nothing's happened. Go live your life and experience happiness and enjoyment in this life we have. You are safely out of a mind control cult now. Try to enjoy your freedom of mind. Take care, we are here as a support to you