AwakenedAndFree,
Thank you for responding to my questions.
You come across as a very loving and caring person. There are other Christians like you -- several on this board -- who seem to be cultivating unconditional love for their fellow man. They are some of the kindest people here. This brings up a dilemma for me, a situation that so far I can not understand. Perhaps you can help me with it.
You quoted a scripture that strongly implies that if we do not "exercise faith" in Jesus, we will be "destroyed". Some people try and downplay this, but the Bible seems to strongly support at least some form of undesirable punishment (not doubt a strong motivator for many people to become Christians).
Here is the problem. You, a human, would most likely help your own children any way you could whether they accept you or love you or serve you or even appreciate your help and love. This is unconditional love, true-love.
On the other hand, the love of the one you worship (according to the scripture you shared with me) is clearly conditional, a much lower form of love (actually it is not true-love at all, but rather abusive manipulation) than your own. So, my question is "how can you, with a sincere and clear heart, worship a god whose love is less than your own?" How can you love a god who will kill or severely punish you if you do not love Him?
Excuse me for saying this, but it seems that He, should be worshipping you -- as you are more kind.
Isn't it strange that a loving Christian casts a shadow over their god?
j