redline:
I hope you are still here and will take a minute to read this.
I was a Witness all my life, several decades, and was active, snug and smug "in the truth" like so many still are. BUT I do not consider myself an "apostate", "rotten" or "worthless". That's quite a presumptuous evaluation you have labelled us with.
When I started to find out the "real truth" about what the organization doesn't want you to know and so tells you not to go to sites like these, then I was crushed and felt betrayed because I had for so long given my life to following their direction in what I thought was serving God.
I've said before that it felt like a sharp blow to my gut and couldn't catch my breath, because I just was so shocked to find out, NOT LIES, but actual, proven, black and white FACTS about the organization that they want hidden.
I've been here only a few months and my head is still reeling from things I never would have thought possible in the pristine pure picture the organization has painted of themselves.
Perhaps if you stick around a little longer and read some of the personal experiences of what we have gone through in the hands of the organization, read some of Amazing's posts called "JUSTICE #1" through "JUSTICE #6", about his experiences as an elder and what so many helpless ones suffered from, let's just say, "over-zealous" elders.
Please don't be so quick to label us just because that's what you've heard from the platform about us. Many here still do believe in God and Jesus while others have completely lost faith in God due to their experiences.
It's not anyones's place to judge anyone else. Take the time to see for yourself how much love and help is here.
There will be the obvious yokel here whose only happiness comes from needling others but they have their own problems to deal with and will get help when they want or need it.
I hope you can look at us through mature eyes of wisdom and not blinders like so many Witnesses wear. And be strong, because you are going to be finding out things about the organization very soon from other sources that will be telling the whole world some of the ugly "truth" that has been hidden for so long.
Had Enough