Personally, I could care less about God and/or Jesus, have no use for either of them, very disappointed in how they run things. And when I die, I hope I get the chance to tell him/them that.
There was a great song in the late 80's early 90's by Depeche Mode called Blasphemous Rumours(spelling ?)
"I don't want to start any blasphemous rumours, but I think that God has a sick sense of humour, and when I die I expect to find him laughing."
Maybe my attitude will change when i hit my 60's or 70's, but i doubt it.
How about you, have you found a new belief since leaving JW land, or still have a belief in God ???
just curious