"I don't want to start any blasphemous rumours, but I think that God has a sick sense of humour, and when I die I expect to find him laughing."
i used to cry and drive around to that song for literally hours when i was a teenager, just wishing i had the guts to drive my car straight into something. that was when i felt that god must be right, and i must be wrong or i'd be happy in 'his service'. i'm glad i didn't do it, but the sentiment in the song still speaks to me.
that one and dear god by XTC still sum up the way i feel about "god."
if he/she/it is out there, it has to be a really vindictive, angry, sick being because otherwise it would DO SOMETHING about what is going on down here. if we are his creation...well geez, most people couldn't stand to see a dog or cat go through anything close to what is happening here on earth.
bride burnings. female mutilation. slavery. child molestation. stoning of women in the middle east for any trumped up charge the men want to create. babies murdered by sick women who happened to have given birth to them (and usually they kill them because 'god told them to') human rights injustices the whole world over.
yeah, i really think martin gore and co. had it right. if there is a god, it must have a sick sense of humor indeed.
duncan shiek did a great cover of that song, btw. totally different feel, same haunting message.
personally, i'm a lot better off believing that no one is in control of this mess that is humankind, otherwise i'd be a really angry, bitter person...
hugs,
fleur