Nancy,
After several attempts, I found that in each situation I ended up feeling that everything was incredibly FAKE! Maybe I just don't have the Holy Spirit or whatever. Maybe I didn't try hard enough. Maybe it's not my time.
You must remember...jesus is picky......he don't just answer anyone ya know!
Just be glad you had the brains to not let emotions overide your reasoning power
SS.....I was only kiddin ya bastard!
Gumby