Have you made the same effort investigating the history of how scripture was written down, compiled, redacted and selected as you did reinforcing your JW doctrines week after week at the Kingdom Hall?
If you have; then you know it cannot be factual.
There have always been agendas. The people with the agendas needed to wield power and using an invisible backup agent was a great device for controlling others.
Somebody is always insisting they have an invisible and mysterious SOURCE of divine information and selling it like hotcakes and syrup. But, why are you still buying?
Or, are you?
When will you ever learn that this is a scam among many scams. It has many faces and the lyrics change from place to place but, the tune is always the same.
The Faithful and Discreet Slave mysteriously have connections to God's own lips. Well good for them! But, bad for those who believe the feckless dreck they offer to those who will listen and follow.
Do you insist on clinging to the Bible as anything other than fiction?
Or, have you moved on?
When will you learn to think for yourself? Because, you see, if you still believe in the Bible--then you are still slogging away reading some other mystical conman's interpretation of private source knowledge. You've traded one pair of handcuffs for another.
Please tell me you've moved on.
Face the truth: the real TRUTH: NOBODY knows anything that isn't available to every one of us. There is no "there" there.