Thank you Amazing And Jst2laws(you know you have a place in my heart)& Think
I will have to say that I do not agree with the technical terms, or the translations brought into this. We are left here on this planet to decipher what god wants us to. Not all are privy to the translations, but still love god. I am sorry I disappoint you Jst2, that was not my intent. I wanted to tell you the way I feel of god today. God does not talk to me. He may talk to others. There are many god does not talk to, what makes us different? You know me from my posts, you do not know my person, many do. I am no different for not believing in god, then when I did.
It is a hard thing to say, not many will say it. I am sure this thread will be buried. I am not concerned with that. I just wanted to let everyone know, I am no different, I am the same, with or without god in my life.
The hurtful thoughts that Think speaks of. I have them. My child is hurt, she will die young. I don't speak of this often, only when it is heavy on my heart. Today is one of those days. I do not understand, why a god would create her to have her taken from me. What lesson have I not learned, where have I gone wrong? Why would a god of love require me to learn a lesson? Would he not give her to me to love and cherish with no strings attached?
The many thousands of starving children on this earth....where is god? Why does he not step in? Physically, I cannot step in. I cannot feed thousands but Jesus can, he did before right? So why does he choose to ignore them? Why is he not being active today? He was before in the time of the bible. He speaks to some today(so shelby says) why does he not end pain and suffering?
My post was spawn off of a reply by Mommie Dark. I can honestly say, I did not read the entire thread. I read her reply and wanted to talk one on one with Shelby. I was a believer, now I am not. I am no different, I just don't believe in god.
I hope that maybe my post will help others to realize it is ok to not believe in god. To not spend your entire life trusting in Santa. Yes, I told my kids to believe in god, I told them to believe in santa and the tooth fairy too. It does not mean, I believe myself in them. It is something that has been taught to most of the human beings on this planet. But on what basis? What basis do we belive? We were taught by our parents or by society in general that there is an outside source who is in control. SORRY. There is no control. Life is a mess. It is as you make it. Good, bad, and the ugly.
My only wish, you all have peace. Have peace in what you do every day, all of your actions make you happy. That is all that it amounts to. Nothing more, nothing less.
jst2, here is the thread, but as I said, I did not read all of it. I basicly wanted to talk to shelby, I guess I am selfish BTW, do not be sad for me, I am happy. I enjoy everyday. I cherish every moment I am no different, except I no longer rely on anyone. I accept life for what it is. A road we travel until we die. MMM Can't wait to see the other side.
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/forum/active.asp?site=3&page=2
love and peace,
wendy
In a controversy the instant we feel anger, we have already ceased striving for the truth, and have begun striving for ourselves.