I secretly used to wonder why WE had to sit through hours of talks, and study the same old stuff year in and year out----if it didn't actually apply to us in the first place! Funny how ther seldom told us what DID apply by association, or what applied to only the annointed! Round and round we go......
Yeah!
The roller coaster ride of remaining a jw for very long...conditions you for the long haul. Thats exactly why there are so many zombie like jdubs walking around in a daze of spiritual depression.
They talk out loud about the 'happiness of being dedicated to Jehovah' yet physically and emotionally they are exhausted by the effort.