I will go and talk with elders until such time as my fade progresses to no longer attending meetings. Once I don't attend I won't meet with them. Until then I need them and I need to play their little game. But, once I stop attending I will no longer need them nor will I play their little game.
However, once I completely fade I do intend to check out other bible study groups to see what it's really like. That alone will get me da'd.
I've put a lot of time and effort into this fade and I'm gonna be pissed if they screw it up for me.