o boy..cordelia...do i know what you are feeling
and i wish i could tell you that it will all pass soon..but i cant cos it wont
what i can tell you is that it will get easier..it will
there were days when i was in your situation when i really really thought that there was no hope...people would say things like time will cure it and theres light at the end of the tunnel...(one of my commitee told me that before telling me they werent going to reinstate me..again)..but the fact was i couldnt see it and i was distraught and bewildered and absolutely without hope...so i decided to get pro-active...and when i did things changed for the better...not completely solved but still getting better day by day
what i came to realise was that to hope for an apology or even an explanation was to hope in vain...so there was no point in waiting for that from either the org..or from jehovah...no point praying because that implies that we expect some answer..which isnt going to come..no point in trying to use logic with people who base their whole belief on faith..in god,in an organization,in evolution..
once you eradicate the dependance on others for answers then it is easier to move on...i dont think you are there yet..and no one can hurry it in you but you will get there...just please dont do anything silly in the mean time..i promise you it will get easier..i didnt believe it when people told me that but it did
i will email you shortly..
ian...of the
no point in trying to appease the unappeasable no point in trying to reason with the unreasonable no point in trying to approach the unapproachable who will not forgive the 'unforgivable'
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