I am totally with you on the "now my brain has some really hard work to do" thing.
Don't worry we are all doing that.
Nothing worthwhile (like learning how to think and problem solve) comes without hard work. "Blessings" don't fall out of the sky arbitrarily like manna from heaven descending only on the good and faithful. (Whoever they are.)
You can generate your own happiness, without relying on handouts from religious abusers.