SO THAT WAS NOT NORMAL … I know him, and he knows me too much … WHAT WAS WRONG ? (I should have think about that before …) Then I heard a voice behind the door Julien saying : Yes you gave him some money) Now I feel bad for ANTHONY because I wonder if I have to let Julien get into it as a witness. While I’m thinking, I’m giving him my back … (cause he can read in my eyes !!! and feeling that I pity him at this special moment) … I decided to not let Julien get into it. But then I’m looking at Anthony again … and said : SEE Anthony … when you lie … HOW PEOPLE CAN PUT YOU IN TROUBLE … EVEN YOUR OWN FRIENDS as witness YOU MAY BE IN A COURT OF JUSTICE ONE DAY … Remember that !!! Take care in every way but don’t lie for yourself or anyone !!! … But Then HE told me : “ you gave me money, yes … but not to rent a tool ... it was just enough for the locker” (for their clothes) Still … I didn’t remember that (the piece of money) was not enough I thought WHAT IS HE TRYING TO DO NOW HE STUPID … DID HE HEAR ME OR WHAT!!! But I just feel like I couldn’t SLAP him once again (no reasons anymore cause he acquiesced somewhere). So I was thinking how can I make myself sure that he is not lying … And I remembered that their was only one type of that money in my wallet … that I didn’t have to use money for the bus, and I checked my wallet … AND HE WAS RIGHT !!! I felt SO BAD that I felt like I need a good excuse to have done WHAT I HAVE DONE ! … So I said … WHY DID YOU SAID THAT I DIDN’T GAVE YOU “ANY” *** MONEY … He just Added … “because you asked about the money to rent the tool, when you gave me the money, I didn’t check myself and when I saw it was not enough even to make the changes, I thought that you’ve just forget about it “ *** Precision: HE NEVER SAID “ANY” OH MY … !!! What a BIG MISSANDERSTANDING … !!! I apologized … but he didn’t want to take the HUG … I felt BAB BAB BAB … He went to play with julien in his bedroom and … after a while … He came to took me in his arms telling me that he understand why I reacted that way. I Felt better but not that much … His cheek was still RED !!! Had to kiss him on only one side … WHAT A PITY !!! … IF I COULD, YES, YES, YES … I would take that back … BUT ... I just can’t !
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If You Could Take "It" Back, What Would "It" Be???
by minimus inanything that you've regretted, that "if only" you could take it back, you would??
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If You Could Take "It" Back, What Would "It" Be???
by minimus inanything that you've regretted, that "if only" you could take it back, you would??
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SO THAT WAS NOT
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If You Could Take "It" Back, What Would "It" Be???
by minimus inanything that you've regretted, that "if only" you could take it back, you would??
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I will tell you what … had already wrote for an other thread but put the little story instead of this one ...
It’s about my son he was 12 and I was 26 ; he wants to go to the swimming pool with his friend, so we take the bus and here we are there, but I don’t like the swimming pool myself (the sea yes), so there I paid the tickets with a franc note and get my change, BUT he still needs some money if he feels like to rent a tool to play with, so I gave him some money (IN ONE PIECE, it’s important to understand what it is all about – detail after the story cause it is the story).
Then I leave … have to take the bus BACK and FORTH on a SUNDAY!!! So I had to WAIT FOR THE BUS – forgot about the walkman for the music and I’ve got enough tickets to go back and forth with everyone – those details are important in the story too and also that at this little period of time we were not living in Paris – I mean in a city where you need a CAR) and I’m not patient at all, at all, at all !!!
So I’m here taking them (Julien and Anthony) back WAITING FOR THE BUS AGAIN!!! … So I’m asking did you enjoy the swimming pool? … What did you rent to play with? … And he Answered : “Nothing” … So I wonder and asking why ? And he answered me : “ because I didn’t have the money” …. So the following question was : What’s happen with the money I gave you ? His answered : You didn’t gave me the money. …. WHAT !!! ???
I mean in my head, I was just shocked! HOW CAN YOU LIE TO ME LIKE THAT!!! I mean I remember it … but we were still outside and I didn’t want to make a fool of myself or him in yelling on him in the street. I’ve just SHUT MY MOUTH waiting till we were HOME (but during the travel … I was thinking Man we’re gonna talk VERY SERIOUSLY!!!)
So here we are home, I said to his friend Julien to stay in the bedroom, while we are in the living room (maybe I shoudn’t have but It was my way to protect Anthony a little bit cause I knew that IT WILL BE HARD !!!). And NOW I’M TALKING : I remember I gave you money, DID I or DID I NOT ? and answered : NO … SLAP !!! (huge ONE) … I just can’t take it, Now Anthony look me right in between the eyes and (Same question again, same answer) …. SLAP !!! (huge ONE) … AND HE IS LOOKING AT ME LIKE I’M THE FOOL ONE. I cant just take it : TONY ! (rage) with bad faith you ain’t going nowhere, If you lost the money just tell I won’t kill for that ! BUT don’t LIE TO ME !!! Same question again, same answer. SLAP !!! (huge ONE). I mean I don’t remember how much SLAPS I gave him and he was still LOOKING AT ME LIKE I’M THE FOOL ONE … WITH All his PRIDE with his read cheek cause on purpose I was slapping the same cheek (AND THAT WAS REALLY VERY MEAN) !!! I couldn’t believe it and Wondered HOW MUCH TIMES HE already LIED to me ??? And my question here was WHY ? for a FEW MONEY… I mean he knew that when he is telling me truth even if it’s bad, bad, bad (I’ve been a kid myself before) … I forgive … BUT till a certain point (means not too much !) SO THAT WAS NOT
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Which songs do you members over 40...and then members under 40
by berylblue inwhich songs do all of you over 40 feel are must-listens for those of every age?
conversely, i really would like to know what the younger ones here think are the must -hear songs for every generation.
without my daughters in my life, i don't get to hear the better offerings of the new artists.
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OOOOOH ! don’t tease me with MUSIC …
It’s a big part of my life (big list – some has a story, some talks to me a lot, some just have a sweet melody, some are just what I need to shake my butt-butt from time to time ) most are old school (BUT ALIVE)
Interesting to know peoples tastes with the reason why … I may have some stuff to download or buy very soonTell me, tell me, tell me !
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CHESS Anyone?
by Francois in.
anyone here like to play a little postal chess using good ol' email?.
francois
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Oh !!! well the last time I’ve got a chance to play chess it was with one of my son’s friend … He got me in 4 acts … ECHEC & MAT !!! in 5 minutes !!!
Anthony and his friends don’t want to play with me anymore, because they feel like they are loosing they’re time … And when I ask for … they propose me a Joint (so I can’t forget about it !!!) and now I know how to get what at least I get get ()
Tony don't smoke but he like to play
They like to play but they smoke
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Translation of La Presse news articles (03-08-28)
by Scully insorry for the delay in posting these translations.
life is what happens when you're busy making other plans.
love, scully la presse - montreal - thursday, august 28, 2003. .
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Mizpa : It is ironic that the Watchtower Society fights hard to secure its own religious freedom in these matters but ends up denying the same religious freedom to its members
Yes ... Very, Very, Very ironic
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"Raised in the Truth" or What the Hell Was That Anyway?
by Perry inabout the only model that i've found that helps define the experience of being born in the truth (bitt), is one used in studies on addiction.
basically, that model says that people who are addicts form maladaptive relationships with things, experiences, and i'd argue ideologies as well, in a vain attempt to achieve "closeness".
of course real "closeness" or "psychic validation" as i prefer to think about it, is only truly achieved during and after the interactions between two mutually accepting and non-judging people who possess intimate knowledge of one another; starting with one's primary caregivers... or parents.
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You know what we were talking (my son and I) this morning about your POST and we feel that you are right because it’s seems that WE OCCIDENTAL (I mean our parents – history – means also the behaviours we have, by have been feed by them) MESSED UP and still MESSING UP the WHOLE WORLD !
Your example TALKS TO ME .. A LOT
Can we stay in touch Perry ? (cause the poste seems to fade out and I don't want to forget about it)
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Are you ever taken aback by what some here have said to you ?
by berylblue inas in ....you post something you feel is rather innocuous, or sincere, or perhaps revealing something rather private and honest and candid, and someone blows you away with a nasty comment?.
i am not speaking of heated debates.
if one participates in those, one expects to receive passionate replies which may sometimes hurt.
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I’m following this post since the beginning
In knowing that I’m able to be as sweet as I can be an as*shole (in the way I’m talking = too straight I guess **) it always depend on “WHY” :
- a detail
- MORE THAN A DETAIL (I’m not blind, and I’m not 12 years old)
** In knowing that my poor English can’t help in this matter I think that AT LEAST this WILL BE CLEAR ENOUGH, for EVERYBODY
“IF I’VE HURTED SOMEONE I APPOLOGIZE”
But still, I’d like to know how, when, where and WHY ? (WHAT DID I SAY? Cause I don’t want messed up – people or myself – it’s not my goal : WHY should I ???)
Basically : What is it ALL ABOUT ! Cause I’m not in your head and your not in mine
Feel comfortable to answer me here (told it somewhere already: I’m straight / So that allow you to do the same with me)
But if you need more privacy PM me (ANYONE)
And you know what ?
If I feel that I’ve been I REAL STUPID or MEAN AS*HOLE …
I WILL APPOLOGIZE TO YOU ESPECIALLY – IN A BIG NEW POSTE
Corinne
By the way : Thanks to EVERYONE - THIS POST IS REALLY GREAT !!!
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I need advice quick...and a hug.
by dmouse ini'm in a bit of a state at the moment, my wife has just left me about 30 mins ago and took the kids...i don't know where.... ok, some of you long-timers may remember the problems i had with my son ben, who decided that the jw religion wasn't for him about a year ago.
i supported him as best i could through that and he's developed into a fine young man with a more healthy spiritual attitude, investigationg a number of christian churches in the area and finally settled on church of england, which he really likes now.. although no longer a christian myself i have no objection to them pursuing whatever religious path they choose (obviously within reason).
that has been the case with all of my children: ben, 15, charlotte, 14 and chloe, 12. i have never attempted to stop my wife taking them to the meetings although i have voiced to them privately my concerns about the religion.
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I can't do it anymore.
by Gadget inpeople who've been reading my posts will know i've been trying to get reinstated so i can get back together with my girlfriend/fiance.
the more time goes on, the less i feel able to do that.
all the things i hear from the platform, and the things that elders have said to me just reinforce the fact that i want nothing at all to do with this organisation anymore.
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biker said :
She should be the person who can taste the salt of your tears when you cry and vise versa, you should not want to hold anything back from her.Try everything you can, and If it doesn't work. (You'll find THE ONE, one day)