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  Home Alone

  by codeblue in

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  here i am home alone........ my hubby works out of town from time to time...it never fails, how even though i am dead tired..i get in bed and think i "hear" something or "see" something....geez...you would think i was 10...scared to death...lol.

  i guess i just don't like being in an empty house...does anyone here really like being alone at night???.

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  Great suggestions from all of you!!!

  I do sleep with a "white noise machine"...I still hear "extra things"....

  I have a toy dog....which likes to sleep by the front door (he thinks he is guarding the house.lol)......although this dog couldn't "attack and hurt" anyone...his bark is so schrill that I would definitely KNOW some one has entered!!!

  Sassy: NOdenial had an unexpected work trip and left Wednesday.........I couldn't take off to see ya since we have Puternut's Party Planned!!!

  Puternut called and said he and Octavia would be staying with me tonight.....so hopefully I won't be "home alone" tonight.
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  Home Alone

  by codeblue in

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  here i am home alone........ my hubby works out of town from time to time...it never fails, how even though i am dead tired..i get in bed and think i "hear" something or "see" something....geez...you would think i was 10...scared to death...lol.

  i guess i just don't like being in an empty house...does anyone here really like being alone at night???.

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  Wow...we have a lot of people that like to be alone at home! I must say, that during the the day it doesn't bother me to be alone, as long as it isn't more than a couple of days...

  Well...in true fashion....I kept waking up all night.........getting up this morning feeling like I have had no sleep whatsoever!!!! Hello coffee!!!

  Special K: thanks for your cat-burgler experience...(that would have freaked me out big time!!!)
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  Home Alone

  by codeblue in

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  here i am home alone........ my hubby works out of town from time to time...it never fails, how even though i am dead tired..i get in bed and think i "hear" something or "see" something....geez...you would think i was 10...scared to death...lol.

  i guess i just don't like being in an empty house...does anyone here really like being alone at night???.

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  codeblue

  Here I am Home Alone.......

  My hubby works out of town from time to time...It never fails, how even though I am dead tired..I get in bed and think I "hear" something or "see" something....geez...you would think I was 10...scared to death...lol

  I guess I just don't like being in an empty house...does anyone here really like being alone at night???

  Codeblue
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  jeez, they have a site for everything

  by RR in

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  now they have a site for fat jw's:

  jw's losing weight

  how about apostates losing weight?

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  lol.......now that is funny!!!
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  My wife and I ...

  by Brummie in

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  ...are seperating, and darn it feels so weird.

  one day i'm like "yeah, ok, sounds like this could be for the best" and the next day i'm feelin like :( i'm all packed up and ready to go on the 28th of this month, have arranged a new place to live not too far away from my boys, cant imagine life without them running around causing havoc everyday...but my wife and i are still handling things well and arranging weekly visits for them so i guess i have to look on the bright side.

  wont share anymore except to say there is no 3rd person involved or anything like that .

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  codeblue

  Dear Brummie:

  I am so sorry to hear about your separation...I well know how "tough these times are"...

  My first husband, of 19 years decided to leave me.....he was caught cheating...we were divorced 3 weeks before our 20th anniversary.

  I was a "hopeless romantic"...he had started cheating on me before our 2nd anniversary...and cheated on and off and yes we were both active JW's and one of his cheatings was with one of my best friends in the truth(tm) at one time...

  The separation was hell.....and the divorce was hell.....I will never ever trust him or speak amicabley with him...I raised his son from his first marriage...and we had one together.

  But, I am better off without him...Although I thought I could never "love again" or felt worthy of being loved, cause I was never really loved by a cheating man...........I met someone 1.5 years after it was over and I found out what "real love" is suppose to be like.....(his name is NOdenial)

  I always wondered why I had to go thru what I did......but it worked out for my "best"...Time is a healer....

  Maybe there will be a "silver lining to your dark cloud"....I truly hope so....

  Many hugs to ya...and know that I care...PM me if ya want!!!

  Codeblue
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  Post-wedding thoughts

  by Nosferatu in

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  i found something out yesterday that kinda bugs me.

  first of all, let me go back to 1992.. i was 14 at the time, and my half-brother (on my mother's side) was getting married.

  my mother decided not to attend because her ex-husband was going to be there.

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  I understand completely........why you have lost repsect for your father.

  I am sorry you found this out and am sorry for his lack of love that he has shown you and your new wife. But please, don't let him spoil your new life.....

  He has an accounting for what he did......and it will happen!!!

  Hugs to you and your new wife

  and may you both have a wonderful life!!!

  Codeblue
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  Is There ANYTHING That You Still Believe In From The JWs?

  by minimus in

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  do you believe in hell again?

  the trinity?

  the "slave"?

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  codeblue

  Farkel summed it up quite nicely: Religion is a snare and a racket

  I would NOT join any religion again.

  I do have a personal relationship with Jehovah....and maintain my dedication to HIM....only!!! I try to be a footstep follower of Jesus.

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  Life Isn't Easy : (

  by FMZ in

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  when you look this good!

  lol... just wanted to post a pic of my haircut.

  i think i lost to gumby tho, he's the good looking futher mucker.

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  codeblue

  lol....

  thanks for making me laugh this morning!!!

  Codeblue
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  A question for those recruited as adults

  by kls in

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  i remember who my husband was before we were recruited,you know what i mean, his humor,his daringness.

  i am sure i changed also but only to an extent because i had to many doughts.

  as i quickley ran from the cult ,i could sit back and see the person that i married into the person that the watchtower created.

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  codeblue

  I guess there is truth to this saying: Religion is a drug.
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  UPDATE ON MY MON MUST READ

  by josephus in

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  well as you know ive got my mom out.

  the day before i went on holiday i was talking about my upcoming marrige and i mentioned that jws didnt have to marry in the past.

  she wouldnt beleive me so i lent her the big penton book to prove it.

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  codeblue

  Wow...that is great to hear!!!

  How long have you been talking to your Mom before she decided to start her own research???

  What did you say to her to get her to research???

  Just wondering.....I have children that I would love to "rescue" so they could know the "real truth" as well.

  Codeblue