i just posted this on another thread and decided to post my own thread about it.. a few posters here that know me personally know about my amazing wife.
i had a very hard time accepting what i have learned about her.
she has a gift she has kept from the world until she was in her 30's.
Sounds very interesting!
As an active JW I would have dreams and then be urgent about calling who I saw in my dream. Usually when I called I was glad I did...it was weird.
I still have deja-vues....unexplained. (nothing like your wife)
Keep us posted as to how your wife is doing. BTW...maybe she should be on tv as the REAL Medium....
so, my 16 year old is really giving me a hard time lately.
really horrible stuff.
i won't get into it but my reason for posting this topic, is that i keep thinking how difficult this is to not be able to be mothered when i need it.. i would never have imagined how hard this is.
Many hugs to you now
I lost my mom when I was 14...
i'm not going to get into much details but i'm just so depressed today.
today i feel like i'm living in a personal hell.
i have been sinking into this depression lately and it seems like it's starting to consume me.
(((Hugs))) and many for you.
I have had a crappy 1.5 weeks.......I kinda know that low feeling.
Know that you are loved
i have been reading here for a while but as you may of noticed the assembly games post has flushed me out!
it has been fascinating to read all your experiences and to know that the stuff that i thought was odd, was thought odd by others as well.. two things made me leave:.
1. i found i could not do return visits as i did not want to break up families.
Welcome
trev (dedpoet) experienced breeathing difficulties during the night, and i had to call for an emergency ambulance.
he was kept in overnight, and is still there under observation.
he was conscious and breathing normally when i left him around 30 minutes ago, having been breathing through an oxygen mask earlier.
So sorry...
Sounds like double stress and worry for you...
Sending positive thoughts to you and your loved ones
i just realized that it was five years ago, today, that i joined jwd.. i didn't think i'd be around very long - i didn't think i had a lot of residual "stuff" to deal with - was i ever wrong!!.
thanks to everyone who has made jwd what it is - a safe haven, a place for fun and friendship, a place to talk about our jw experiences and figure out what comes next, a place where we can offer support and friendship to people who feel lost and alone.
when i joined, there were less than 2000 members, and we've grown to over 25000 memberships.
Congratulations Scully
in my bible highlights part, i am going to espouse a pro-soup kitchen/salvation army/homeless shelter view.
right on the heels of that, i'm going to support (higher) education as a means of bettering ones' self.. what will i get: insta-jc?
front of the hall talk?
wow...you have nerves of steel.
I don't live near any of my jw kids and visited one and shared why I am not at the meetings. (how the elders said something totally inappropriate on a welcoming visit---the accusation was disgusting)
He sent me a mean/angry email and has relinquished communication with me. I spent a week feeling extremely worthless and even felt like I was better off dead.
I have been fading for 3 years....becareful what honesty brings you.
If you are not in a position to move out of your parents house....just do some acting till you have arrangements.
The love of the WTBS always comes first.
btw...can you be my son?
wow!
i came across this site and i felt a huge weight come off of my shoulders!
someone understands!
Welcome
I think we all felt a littled scared about posting the first time....
This is a great place to heal from spiritual abuse.
i've been playing for 27yrs but this.......is awesome!!!.
have a cushion under your jaw 'cos it's gonna drop with some force.. i've seen this 'new wave' of tapping style before...but not like this guy.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=abndgwfg22k.
peace.
That was totally AMAZING
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properly wed. .
captured by an institution called the watchtower bible.
Honesty is the best policy..............
Be yourself and explain your past....if they really care for you they will respect you.
