A few weeks later I got the best job I've ever had. Full benefits, pension, great people, interesting work etc. Then the economy fell apart a few months later and while thousands were getting laid off all over the City, I got a big raise. I then began to wonder in the back of my mind if Satan was helping me !! I realized that they (JW's) had it set up so that whether things were going well or going badly, you could find a way to blame it on some magical outside force.
I ALWAYS wrestled with Matt. 6:33 and the tests of Job. Are they not contradictory?
The lesson of Job - if you serve God, you will receive tests of immense suffering and deprivation.
Jesus said if you serve God, don't sweat it, everything will fall into place.
I've asked many experienced elders and the OPOMC this dichotomy.
Over DECADES, never a satisfactory answer.
One sincere, ex-missionary that I respected - I shared a quote that I love: "If I would have known that life would give me what I asked, I would have asked for more." (Sadly, he said: "That's a worldly quote")
Life IS what you make it.
PERIOD.