Way, way back in a time called the 70's, I used to dress in a most unconventional fashion when attending KH meetings, much to the dismay of all the other JW's. I was in my teens then, and I figured as long as I don't have a part on the platform, then why should I wear an uncomfortable suit and tie just to fit in with the crowd. I'm not talking just colored socks and tight trousers either! I wore paisley print trousers and lightning bolt tennis shoes (really!!)
I had my own crisis of conscience. One part of me wanted to go to the meetings and be liked by everyone. But, there was another part of me that wanted desperately to hang on to some shred of individuality.
I am in my 60's now and, believe me, I dress very conservatively, but there are people, some relatives, who still refer to me as that guy who dresses so weird! Of course, I quit attending meetings years ago, so I don't have that same internal conflict going on within.