I recently learned TTATT and it really sickens me when I sit through the meetings. I am so tired of faking things. I feel like vomiting when annoying things are said from the platform. I feel so tired from pretending. But for now I cant leave because the cost will be too great. My whole family is JW and until I become independent I cant leave.
So for those still stuck inside and have all family members inside, how do you cope? Do you just go along with every crap in the org?