All right, our dear Brother Minimus, I'll gladly play along, though I know you toy with us again....
I know there are many "brothers" and "sisters" in your area who now know that all is not "right" in the Minimus household, (supposedly ) what with their own personal "spiritual giants" leaving the fold right under their noses (whisper, whisper); so that is great for the cause in your local area, and exciting here in our private world!
When people like yourselves leave, it has to make others think; because the onlookers can't just write it off to spiritual laziness, bad association, lack of appreciation, etc. like they do with the rest of us. Of course, eventually, they'll try, won't they? No one is exempt from the judgment of the hard-core blind JW JUDGES.
I've asked before, and you have responded that you are "inconsequential" to others, or more specifically, to Bethelites. I still don't believe that, but have it your way! You would know best, oh modest mouse!
I'm still really hoping to see YOUR story out there one day as it would be so encouraging to so many. It would have to be! But it's not fair to pressure you. I know that. The cause is going great just as it is anyway! But you can't blame me in view of your statements, even claims, in this thread, can you?
Anyway, back to your question, no, I was not considered any kind of spiritual pillar.