Posts by Puternut

i just can't go into details of all the horror, but will touch on certain parts of the dream that i feel the most able to talk about .it was about my sister, mother, father, (his wife named satan,) and me.

basically , i can say there was child abuse of my sister .......at one point of the dream.

Puternut

Oh and I will be bringing an extra large size Kleenex box.........

and I will bring the extra large bottle of booze............

Puternutty

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Dreams again,(WARNING TRIGGERS)calling LadyLee & Big T

by LyinEyes in

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i woke up crying again just a little while ago,,,,,,,,again it was a dream .

i just can't go into details of all the horror, but will touch on certain parts of the dream that i feel the most able to talk about .it was about my sister, mother, father, (his wife named satan,) and me.

basically , i can say there was child abuse of my sister .......at one point of the dream.

Puternut

(((DEDE)))

I can't imagine how shaken up you must be. Dreams are a funny thing sometimes. I am no expert, but the mind is hard at work and so is the subconscience. Many things get stored away, and when the brain is at rest, it actually isn't. The chemistry in the brain is working hard to sort through things, and if something dramatic has happened, it needs to 'fix' things in order for the subconscience to have a release. And so we dream in different stages, sometimes these dreams repeat it self.

What I do find fascinating is the fact that sometimes we dream about events or places and we don't know where we were. Than later at some point in our lives these things come true. I have, and am still having a lot of dreams about future events. And lo and behold they are coming true. I used to dream of places and events that had never occured before. And these were places I have never visited, so I had no way of knowing or recalling them from real life. Then I go there years later, and I know what's around the corner, who works there, or what they sell. I was on a trip with a friend once and he didn't know where to purchase something. I told him there was a place around the corner that sold those things and the person working there is a beautiful young woman. He said; how do you know that, you've never been there before. So we go there and I even knew the cost of the item, and how much change he would get back. This is just one of the many examples I experience in life.

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Make a Talk

by Beans in

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ok x dubbies, i need to see who can be creative here and come up with talk # 6 with about a 50 words just to keep it brief.

here's mine.. beans.

divison amongst the brothers.

Puternut

Dear friends:

Arent' we glad we don't have to prepare talks anymore. We are now free people. And yes it's ok to talk about oral sex, yoga, meditation, tantra, or joining a Buddist temple. And if you want to dig into the occult, that's all for you to decide now. You have learned you ways about the borg, and now you pick up the pieces, and make a new stand and a life for yourselves. If you want to live in a tree or sail the world may the gods look upon you with approval and bless your efforts. Thank you.

Let's stand and conclude with a chant.

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Going out tonight??

by Puternut in

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ok, it's the weekend.

you're bored at home, you want to go have some fun.

talk to someone, have some laughs, perhaps dance.

Puternut

Lol Wildturkey, wow................

How are some of those lines working for you. I am surprized you are still alive to talk about them. You must have a lot of scars on your face.......

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Elders stepping down - what got your goat?

by eyeslice in

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many here formerly served as elders.

what trivia/humiliation got your goat about how you were treated as an ex-elder?.

the obvious is the cermonial handing in of the elder's book - "you have been stripped of your rank and are no longer worthy of such a fine book".

Puternut

I was a PO for many years. What got my goat is that after the child abuse case, when I asked to be deleted, they didn't want to let me go. They said I had too much value and experience in the truth. My health was bad and the doctor told me that my responsibilities were too great. So after 3 letters of requests, they still didn't send it to the Society. They told me they couldn't do without me. They didn't seem to care about my health or my family, that was falling apart. Even the CO and DO told me just to take some time off, and not be deleted.

I sent another letter directly to the Society, and was deleted finally within 6 weeks. I was exausted.

Puternut

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LEAST FAVORITE MEETING

by new light in

it's so hard to choose, but i would have to say the theocratic ministry school was my most hated meeting.

the first few talks were a rephrasing of mind-numbing society doctrine.

then it was time to listen to a ten-year old read nwt to us........... #3 talks, don't even get me started!

Puternut

Written review was the most boring. Can you imagine being a new visitor, and this is your first meeting? And there is nothing happening? BOOOORRRIINNNGGG

Puternut