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my friends and daughters say that i am more relaxed and i seem happier in my own skin.
which is just great, but when i first started reading stuff here i was a quivering mess, i was in shock, but spending more time researching things are now slotting into place.. .
My friends and daughters say that I am more relaxed and I seem happier in my own skin.
which is just great, but when I first started reading stuff here I was a quivering mess, I was in shock, but spending more time researching things are now slotting into place.
i was brought up in the "truth" for over 30 years, mum was too, dad in it since a teenager, they were pioneers, i pioneered, ive left, managed not to be disfellowshipped, i dont believe it, but i love my parents, theyre nice people, victims too, how do i not take it out on them, i have a drink in my hand its how im starting to cope, its hard to deal with right?
am i normal or am i crazy?
i couldnt buy a xmas tree, the guilt, i look over my shoulder every time i buy a birthday card, if i meet an elder i feel frightened and guilty - but i dont believe it!
i just dont know what i want to do, its not a question i have asked myself much in the past, it was all about what should i be doing to please whoever, did you struggle with confidence or is that just me?
I struggle daily with this but as time goes by I have been promised that I will struggle less. I am new here too and have found this forum the only place, where people really understand.
Lee, take care and look after yourself please.
happy 4th anniversary jwd!
simon and angharad,.
love we have wasted on the way.. so much water moving underneath the bridge, let the water come and carry us away.. let the water come and carry us away.~csny .
Congratulations
another poster likened this site to group therapy, it sure is healing me!
Thanks
in the event you had the misfortune to miss thursday's service meeting.
1. boring announcements and an equally frustratng review of what needs to be done to prepare for the memorial.
as if all in attendance needed to be involved in bringing the glasses, wine, bread, and the appropriate accoutrements.. 2. a 20 minute review of how to place the time and location on the memorial invitation.
They treat their flock like idiots always have, always will.
Yet, they con the flock to think they are the most educated people on earth.
Who are they trying to fool?
Oh yeah! they had me fooled for over thirty years.
it was only a matter of time before my uncle nathan passed away.
i wished i had gone and seen him before he died, but i didn't because we had a dustup about a month ago.
he was a sad tale..he had the talent beaten out of him by his abusive alchoholic elder for a father...he played classical cello for a while...except all that talent was robbed from him...so he ran...ran away and joined the navy...left the navy and led a hard life...jail, homelessness, near death motorcycle accidents, etc...he ended up in the va hospital about a year ago...he had fallen into a deep depression after succumbing to the inherited condition anti trypsin(sp?
I am sorry for your loss Valis.
Poor Nathan RIP.
a very happy mother?s day to you all!
and for those of you, like claire, with children still in watchtower:
a very special ((((hug)))) just for you!.
Thankyou!
All three of my kids gave me something special and its the first time since leaving JW's that this has happened!
I feel sorry for some this day that have lost contact with their mothers or mothers with their children.
I will be sending a message to my mother today even though she is still 'in' and secretly I know she will love it.
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come on, tell us a random fact or two about you that bears no relevance to anything else.. i am getting repetative strain injury from holding a mouse.. i've also always wanted to go on "who wants to be a millionare" and say "i'll take the money" after the first 100 and walking out.. .
My TV aerial blew off the roof and damaged next doors caravan (trailer) they aren't too happy.
couldnt believe my luck.
thought id never hear from her again, she was one fit girl who went like a train.
a proper good time girl!!
jokes and humour!!
actually it was very funny.............
do you fall in love too fast?
estee's results:.
hmmmmm.... sensible seductress.
yet another Sensible Seductress
excuse me if i ramble...this is hard.
i have even avoided threads in the past where others have had to go thru this because i didn't want to face it.
guess i'm a wuss.
what words can give comfort at a time like this..........I wish I knew.
you were very blessed to have a such an awesome father !
