I got your back Souljah! I think it would be appropriate to clock them with a M y book of bible Stories.
littleangrypolishgirl
JoinedPosts by littleangrypolishgirl
-
14
VENTING!!!!
by SoulJah inafter reading marylin's post about dicipline, i'm feeling all worked up, as i can totally relate to the cild that is being beat.
especially at the meetings.. anyway, it makes me want to go back to the meetings to keep an eye out for those type of parents that like to hit there kids; and when i see it happening i think i'll take the liberty of walking up behind that parent and wacking him upside his head.. anyone want to help?.
f%$k them f%$#ing f#%ks!!!!!!
-
-
-
40
Spare the rod and spoil the child?
by Marilyn ini saw a report on tv just now of how two baptist mininisters beat the living daylights out of some kid for not attending the correct bible class.
the kid suffered kidney damage and the ministers have been arrested.
this reminded me of how my jw brother used to take his boys out the back and beat them black and blue every time his patience ran out with them for not sitting still for 2+ hours.
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
I have been hit, punched, choked, kicked in the stomach(when I was 18 and thought I was pregnant)have had hot coffee thrown in my face, thrown into furniture and walls, the list goes on and on, all by my father ,an elder. I think his favorite thing to do was to backhand me across the face right before walking into the kh after making it known I didn''t want to be there. My sisters and i eventually became so numb we would laugh at him, telling him he wasn't practicing the fruitages of the spirit. This would fuel his fire and make him beat us harder but we didn't care . I always wondered where the holy spirit was, allowing this man to beat us and sheperd the flock.
-
16
JANH TO PERISH TONIGHT!
by The_Bad_Seed intonight at the stroke of midnight*, the one who calls herself janh will be eaten alive; via an attack of a bag of savage, demonic, multi-colored kraft marshmallows that i have cast a powerful spell upon, for repeatedly accusing me in the chatroom yesterday of a bearing a multi identity on this site, as also being the one you have all come to know and love, father naeblis, the greek god of desire.. all i can do now, is hope to, and look forward to this much anticipated event!
tickets can be purchased directly through ticketmaster, or, given to you free of charge provided you do some sort of random act of kindness, without one, an event of such evil (albeit deserving) magnitude could very well throw off the balance of the earth.
transportation the responsibility of the attendee.. not responsible for lost or stolen socks.. in the words of my apparent 'alter ego':.
-
-
-
11
My wonderful mother/2
by rnovello ini am completely overwhelmed by the caring that has gone on here in my situation.
both were babtized jws.
for over 30 years.
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
Dear Movello, I am very sorry to hear of your loss. It sounds like your mom and sister were your world, it can be devasting without them. I had never expereinced losing anyone until my younger sister took her life last month. We both lived out here in Colorado while my mom and youngest sister are in New Jersey. I'm married with 3 kids yet I really felt like my sister was all I really had. It all seems so surreal, like I'm still waiting for her to come back from a trip or something. There are many days I don't want to get out of bed but with 3 kids and my nephew I don't have much of a choice. I'm starting counseling this week. I urge you to do the same. Nothing will fill the voids we both feel but maybe finding ways to deal with our pain will be our outlet right now. Please take care................Rebekah
-
39
Does anyone here workout on a regular basis?
by Leander ini just wanted to get a little dialog going with some of the members here who workout.
i know reborn works out quite a bit and i've been doing fairly well as of recently in getting back into a regular exercise regimine.
so far i've worked out everyday for the past 17 days, i usually try to do weight training at least 3-4 times a week and i usually do some cardio everyday.
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
I used to workout religiously 6 days a week, 2hours a day, strenght training and cardio. II also used to work for United Airlines on the ramp loading airplanes all day so I was pretty ripped. I stopped lifting when I was about 5 months along with my twins but still continued to walk(although I still gained 75 pounds). A couple months after the twins were born I starrted back to the gym but had to stop again when I finally went back to work. So I am down to walking at nite after I put the kids too bed Needless to say I'm back down to 130 pounds from 205.I miss lifting soooooo bad, it is so good for you mentally and physically. My chiropracter is a former pro body builder and is always trying to get me to train with him and try compete. I wish I had met him before I ever had kids, since that was something I had wanted to do when I was young and of course had the idea squashed by my father. Can you guys tell I'm lonely? I' m writing a novel on the subject. Anyways, Bad Association I' m always interseted in different workout stles and techniques, I'm sure you are very knowledgeable. I know I'm not as strong as I was before the twins, but I still look it, call me shallow but that's the main reason why I worked out.
-
15
Sucides-WT-mental illness
by moman inwhen questioning the rate of sucides among jw's & how the #'s compare to the general population , i believe these things are of worthy to note:.
the "high wire act".
the whole demeanor of the rank& file jw is bred from a impossibly awkward & fabricated persona.
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
As I wrote in my personal experience 2 days ago, my little sister committed suicide last month. She had started seeking professional help about 8 months ago. She was diagnosed as having low levels of seratonin,combined with post traumatic stress resulting in clinical depression. Granted the chemical imbalance was present, but post traumatic stress? That is something soldiers coming out of war are diagnosed with. I spent so many years burying my feelings and trying to block out my childhood that I didn't realize the extent of the abuse we had taken, my self esteem was so low I always blamed myself. Growing up with an elder for a father , constantly being compared to others in the congregation, constantly being told we weren't good enough. Than later on in life I never really pursued a career because in the back of my head I always figured I was going to die at Armageddon anyway, so I just chose to party instead. I had been in my sisters shoes many, many times. Witnesses aren't allowed to be themselves. You are supposed to conform to a mold that is outlined for you and throw the rest of yourself away. I had spent a long time trying to avoid therapy because I figured not being in that religion would be enough. But it has done years of damage to me, I'm finally giving in and going to counseling. I hope others who realize they need it do it and stay with it so they don't end up like my little sister.
-
16
New Here
by Trauma_Hound inhello all, just wanted to say hi, i'm new here.
i'm from seattle washington, and excaped the cult when i was about 18, i'm now 32.. .
picture of me can be found here <evil grin> >:)
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
Hi there trauma hound, I'm new also. Love the look, you should go on tour with Ozzfest.
-
5
Thankyou.........new friends
by littleangrypolishgirl ini just wanted to say thankyou to all those who read my experience,offered your support and welcomed me to the forum.
you were all thoughtful and encouraging.
thankyou
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
I just wanted to say thankyou to all those who read my experience,offered your support and welcomed me to the forum. You were all thoughtful and encouraging. Thankyou
-
59
Do you care that you offend JW's?
by wholewheat inthis is a sincere question.
do you worry about offending active witnesses?
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
Last time a witness came to my door I merely offered a hit from my pipe and that pretty much offeneded them enough to never come back. Good Riddens!
-
24
more tales of the abused
by littleangrypolishgirl ini was raised a jw since childhood.
besides the emotional trauma that comes with being an outsider from the rest of the real world, my father was phsically, mentally and verbally abusive to my 2 younger sisters and i. apparently my mother seemd to be so brainwashed with the ideas of respect for headship and all the other bs she didn't do anything about the abuse.needless to say my father was also an elder, sheperding the flock while at home beating his children senseless.
after 20 years of this and all 3 children leaving home by the age of 16,something finally clicked in her head.
-
-
littleangrypolishgirl
I was raised a jw since childhood. Besides the emotional trauma that comes with being an outsider from the rest of the real world, my father was phsically, mentally and verbally abusive to my 2 younger sisters and I. Apparently my mother seemd to be so brainwashed with the ideas of respect for headship and all the other bs she didn't do anything about the abuse.Needless to say my father was also an elder, sheperding the flock while at home beating his children senseless. After 20 years of this and all 3 children leaving home by the age of 16,something finally clicked in her head. She wrote a very detailed journal of all the event that had taken place in our home. She convinced my 2 sisters to do the same. They gave these journals to the local elders, to have the ones from my sisters dismissed as crazy ramblings of rebellious teenagers. As for my mother they said she had no scriptural grounds for a divorce.She finally left him anyway, and of course none of it was his fault, he just had a rotten family. I have struggled for years with conflicting feelings for the witnesses,sometimes hating the whole organization, other times just certain individuals. But on June 2 my22 year old sister,commiited suicide. My father showed absolutely no remorse, didn't come to the funeral. In fact there was a convention that weekend, and I was told that he went around announcing it as if it was a pregnancy or something,"Oh did you hear about Rickie? She just killed herself". And where was allthe "agape" love from all the so called friends in the 2 congregations we had been in for 20 years? Not one called my mother, or could even send a card. I can't even put into the words of overwhelming hatred I have for thar organization. I found this website yesterday, it is refreshing to find others who can understand my feelings.