As a young person, hell yes, I was afraid of the Big "A"---- it still didn't keep me from falling into sin, only made me have a dark outlook on the future.
As i progressed "in the truth" I learned to see the Big "A" as some kind of deliverance. When I began to study the Bible for myself and learned that love throws
fear outside, I quit talking about the end, the end, the end. Why is the end such a BIG DEAL if you really beleive you are going to live forever? What do you live for
the day after the end? Frankly, most JW's I know look to the Big "A" as the means to solving all their problems. Itis isn't about righteousness or justice or even LOVE-- it is
about not being old, sick, poor, not having to have a job, not having to do anything but let God take care of them. The Big "A", the end, paradise--- its all about what
God will do for THEM rather than enjoying God for who He is.
Know Fear? NO FEAR now baby!