Toribabe,
"espcially if they've earnt and deserved it"
I think your beginning to see the cracks in the 'foundation' of JWism, but to me that's a big one. Salvation isn't earnt, and why do JWs want second best?
Because they want things they've seen and try to 'earn' it, like going to work, as in a trade (buy and sell). When some lose in the trade, like Esau and Judas, they may repent with tears, but it's over loss, they still didn't get it. Likewise, the WT society simply doesn't understand what God was even saying - it's uncomfortable to them, to pride (taxcollectors & prostitutes are past that), preferring the idea of earning what they want - a paradise on earth. But in effect they are simply saying "give us what we know" or rather "I have enough". (just remove these other 'lazy' people who don't labour for goodness as we do).
This is being the blasphemer, as Paul - that God requires us to trade with Him. It's speaks wickedly of Him, and that's why there isn't forgiveness where it's not wanted, for those whose inner self is saying they don't want a free love, but rather a trade. Grace is not for sale. When one tries to earn it, the demons simply come back and multiply, so inside duress sets in and no becomes yes and yes, no.
JWism is phariseeism.
Regarding heaven, a pair of twins was going to be born and one baby said to the other, how do you know that babies are born ? Have you ever seen it, been there, has anyone come back ? How do you even know you have a mother ? Have you seen her ? What will happen to you if your born ? I don't want to go, I don't trust what will happen.
But in reality it is "What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man conceived, what God has prepared ...."
The JW paradise on earth invention is like a holiday add, without Adventure, glossies all read and 'understood'.
"and he went out, not knowing where he was to go."
Bang