she asks if she can help me when i go to the surgery , but i choose to ignore her because i can't stand the stupidity of it all i won't play the game, i was dfd 3+ years ago i never went back to single meeting i feel now that they can be a bunch of nosey busibodies , i wouldn't put it past her to use my personal info for whatever reason after all if the GB said to dig up dirt on ex jws im sure she would see it as perfectly righteous.
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am i being spiteful?
by dabatgaly in.
my doctors surgery has a jw on the reception and i dont want her to have access to my notes in am going to ask the doctor to make sure she is denied access is this being spiteful?
she would not talk to me otherwise so why should she have acesses to my most personal information.
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am i being spiteful?
by dabatgaly in.
my doctors surgery has a jw on the reception and i dont want her to have access to my notes in am going to ask the doctor to make sure she is denied access is this being spiteful?
she would not talk to me otherwise so why should she have acesses to my most personal information.
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dabatgaly
my doctors surgery has a jw on the reception and i dont want her to have access to my notes in am going to ask the doctor to make sure she is denied access is this being spiteful? she would not talk to me otherwise so why should she have acesses to my most personal information.
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Who all here was personally helped by JWD
by Ticker ini was and i am ever thankful to this board and all the wonderful members on it that have contributed to my freedom.
thankyou all so much and i think i might be becoming a jwd addict.
i love this board it is so helpful.
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dabatgaly
This board has made me realise some people who leave can live a normal life again and that im not alone , and that some are worse off mentally than even me!!
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The first time I've been "down" b/c of JWD...
by upside/down ini've had good and bad days since stumbing onto jwd... and i've learned more in my short time here than in the last 20 years as an "active" and true to the bone...dub.... but today (tonight) i'm really sad... the tone of almost every thread i read has gotten "ugly".... i love "spirited" discussion, but this is different.
it feels like forum anarchy.. is there no yielding anymore...?.
maybe it was just too much happened today... or solar flares or something... i don't know...don't care.... maybe my new found "love" for my country (not the blind patriotic crap) and life coupled with the obvious animosity toward this love by some...well just bums me out.
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dabatgaly
i haven't read the debate but get the idea it was political , but you know lots of people are opinionated it is also freedom of speech , but anyhoo only god himself will sort out this mess , we have been brainwashed by who ever and where ever we happen to be born we can't help that one. i always think of the lyrics to "imagine" john lennon , i know it will happen one day, till then we can try to not to offend each other but its bound to happen. so hope youfeel better soon
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To all our London friends here on JWD ,,Please check in .
by kls injust so we know you are alright and my sorrow to all that live in that country
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dabatgaly
i cant believe someone got up this morning to do this horrific crime ,i live in ealing in london we had an ira bomb few years back we couldnt get in to work for days ,just one car bomb no one died , this is just evil, my thoughts are with those poor people and their famillies
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Does anyone Love Jehovah anymore?
by defd in.
i know people have left for people issues but what about jehovah god and jesus?
what have they done?.
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dabatgaly
i think if your getting your ass kicked as for instance job , you do question god ,but if after your life is better you are grateful , not everyone gets a reward or finds that peace again , why does god want help someone with a triviality like one months rent, then on the other hand ignore the pleas of someone who does not want be harmed , starve to death , raped etc.... i can feel love for jesus because he is kind he died for me i loved him before i was a jw and i still love him now, the "footsteps in the sand" poem always reminds me he loves me even if everyone else hates me.
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Are You Too Tough on Yourself?
by Blueblades innow that you have made that exit from the cult, wtbts., or are fading, are you too tough on yourself?
do you have a little voice inside your head that's constantly telling you that you don't measure up?
nearly all of us carry these voices around, some are louder than others, some are quieter.
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dabatgaly
my voice has made me want to give up too many times to mention ,i also tell it to fuck off but sometimes it gets the better of me, floors me for days
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How do you get them out of your head
by what_Truth? inabout 7 years ago i was woken out of a sound sleep by a deafening siren and a blinding light.
startled my first thought was "holy shit, armageddon has come i'm about to die".
the truth was, of course, that a fire truck had passed very close to my second story apartment to put out a fire in a neighboring building.
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dabatgaly
first of all hi
ill tell you my story i studied on and off 4 20yrs got really depressed cos i couldnt find a partner , again because i thought i couldn't be with anyone who wasnt on the same wave length regarding jehova etc , so i decided to go 4 it, if u can't beat em join em , i think all of us who choose to become jws were looking 4 something a bit of ''fellowship'' i myself wanted and still want an end to world hunger ,war , etc anyhoo i worked full time to support me and the 2 kids did the meetings ,ministry , answered up big time but i ended up falling in love with ''unbeliever'' fessed up after cos i didnt want to be a hypocrite , got dfd , got pregnant , had termination , wanted to die , spoke to samaritans , other christians, finally had to take antidepressants, now learning to live again ,so i guess it really does depend on how much u choose to believed in the religion, how you were brought up if you have or had low self esteem , like do you believe you deserve to die? i thought i did even before i had the termination but i now look back and realise i was brainwashed into thinking that way, i still believe in god because i choose to, but i choose to believe in god through love, because i believe god through love ,his son ,choose to forgive me , something i could never earn.
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Why, oh why, didn't I take the blue pill....
by mkr32208 in.
do any of you have the matrix wish i could just forget all this attitude sometimes?
me and the wife were fightitng again and she asked why i can't just go back and pretend or just forget all this... she said as an athnostic you either don't belive in god or don't believe that god cares so why can't you just go and fake it... i was dumbfounded i ask her why can't you just get the f*ck out and stop faking it... she stormed out and i sat down here..... so i ask ya, if you could forget all the negatives about the wbts (i know thats a lot) and just go back like nothing had ever happened would you?
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dabatgaly
im glad i went in full depth and left i was one of those people who studied on and off for 20 years ,i finally thought if i try my hardest ill be good enough 4 jehova so when i messed up after 2 years of me trying my best then getting my ass dfshped because i fessed up to something i no longer felt guilty. i saw it for what it was something that tried to act as my conceince.
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Hello all you Newbies!!!!!
by kls ini see we are having a run on newbies and just wanted to say and welcome to you all.
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i don't know all your screen names and don't want to miss any so post and say hi.
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dabatgaly
hi there i finally got my password thought id never get on ,im from london .