Time.
I wondered how I would be able to have time to make my meeting attendance perfect so they would baptize me. As more years went by, I thought about how I could ever have time for my family between meetings and field service. And this is what I was to raise my kids to be?! How was I supposed to be a good mother, wife (to someone "worldly"), and server of jehoba when there weren't enough hours in the day for everything. Then I started questioning myself, that the bible doesn't demand this many hours a week, but they did.
I didn't want to feel guilty anymore for reading my business books and trying to maintain B's in (gasp) college rather than have all my wt answers underlined. Thankfully, I'm no longer getting F's and am back up to par thanks to all this free time I have..for my studies that will actually help me in life!
