this is like an update to my progression/unraveling.
it has been two weeks since reading coc.
i have tried to read in search of christian freedom and it is going slow for me.
Purple, the situation you are in sucks. I've been there too. Thing's should calm down for you in a few months or so, it did for me anyways. Now my only problems are these Kingdom Hall sex fantasies!
Seriously, hope things settle down for ya soon..
GBL
when i was about 10 years old me and my service partner called on a guy that came to the door with a shotgun.
he just said in the most deadpan voice you can ever imagine: ""if you don't get off my doorstep within the next 30 seconds im going to have to use this.
" that was some scary shit.. we bolted.
When I was about 10 years old me and my service partner called on a guy that came to the door with a shotgun. He just said in the most deadpan voice you can ever imagine: ""If you don't get off my doorstep within the next 30 seconds im going to have to use this." That was some scary shit.. we bolted.
GBL
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how would you know?.
- preston
:I think it's when he farts under the covers when you're in bed and acts like nothing happened.
Or if he farts under the covers and then pulls the sheets over your head.. get out.
GBL
i finally figured out why i'm so socially retarded...it just hit me.. here i was sitting and wondering why i have such a hard time meeting new people, making friends, thinking of relevent things to say, and so on.
it really is painful and scary for me.
i was told who i could talk to, who i couldn't talk to, what i could say, what i couldn't say.
:aposta-love-fest
Are ya with me?
Need you ask?
GBL
did you just hate going door to door or were you one of the few that loved the work?
I hated it, especially when I started really thinking about my doubts and how stupid what we are trying to sell must seem to educated people.
GBL
jw's just came to my door and i blew an opportunity.. man, i wish they didn't have the kid giving the presentation though.
i wouldn't have had a problem discussing stuff with them.
what would you guys have done?
Gotta feel sorry for her a bit. I can just imagine how I would have reacted when I was going house to house if I called on someone that knows the truth about the truth. Probably just have my mouth gaping open and mutter something like " I guess you aren't interested, then? BYE! "
GBL
i won the court hearing yesterday.
the attempt by the watchtower society to have portions of my affidavit struck down was unsucessfull.
four days have been set aside for the next court hearing, april 25, 26, 27, 28 at queens bench court house, calgary, alberta.
bttt
he just gave "thanks & praise to the one true god jehovah..." at the vanguard awards.
i'm going to be sick now.
Dude's an embarrasment even to the Watchtower society.
GBL
an elder told me the book is jehovah's latest provision to cleanse his organization.. he said soon all people that have drifted, inactives, and others baptized and not complying with the biblical mandates for a jw, will be visited and given an option to shape up or ship out.. he said that if the person refuses the help offered by the congregation they'll be notified of the date of disfellowshipping and given time to appeal the decision.. he was so happy stating that this way jehovah's organization was preparing for the final clean-up before armageddon.
he sounded so convincing that it almost made perfect sense what he was saying.
i got goose bumps listening to his reasoning.. dy
Well Dansk I gotta say it man, you inspired me. For better or for worse.. I'm not hiding anymore.
GBL
hes my favourite fiction author...is he anyone elses...one of his books was about religious fanatics who wouldnt allow their child medical treatment..twas called blood test...the hero in his books is a psychiatrist called alex delaware....how come no movies have been made of his books...or are there tv movies or series in usa that havnt reached uk yet
If you guys wanna read an amazing fiction novel about a dude in a cult read 'Survivor' by Chuck Pahlinuck. It was my favorite fiction book for quite a while. Hilarious and frightening at the same time.
GBL
