my husband has started playing violent samurai video games again!
he's grown a beard!
he watched lord of the rings!.
I hope you are happy.
Because you have left Jehovah's organisation who taught you that Jesus is stunt double Michael and the angel of the abyss in charge of the locusts AKA 144,000 mentally disturbed individuals except for Octopope at Bethel who came out of the pits of hell and rejected the faithful and discreet slave who were appointed in 33 A.D. uhhh... 1919 A.D., he is going to have to kill you.
Congratulations on your progress!!!
Way to go Malcolm!!!!
Love the three 6's he he he he he.
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You nailed it, Terry.
i always was a critical jw, now df and agnost.
but still this religion fascinates me.
in my eyes most jw are very sincere, but dumb sheep.. this board is filled with ex-jw.
1009 has left the building.
so i tt mom and dad via skype last weekend (they live on the other part of the county) and the topic of abuse came up.
of course they went ahead and blasted catholics for their coverups.
i mentioned gonzalo campos, now mom and dad know this guy he went to their hall for several years in san diego.
I feel for you Guapo.
You know what to do about the elders so I will only make one comment...
Thank God I am out of that messed up cult.
i always was a critical jw, now df and agnost.
but still this religion fascinates me.
in my eyes most jw are very sincere, but dumb sheep.. this board is filled with ex-jw.
1009, have you considered seeking professional counseling?
i don't mean the 'unruly men who cook up wicked reasoning and season their brew with poisonous lies that deceive minds' definition.... i mean - who are they actually referring to when they are doing these awful talks at the conventions about the mentally diseased apostates etc.. specifically - is an 'apostate' someone who was actually baptised (baptized for you american's ) ?
or can someone who was simply raised in "the truth" but left and was never baptised be classified as this lying, deceiving, mentally diseased apostate also?
or am i considered to be an apostate - even though i wasn't raised in the cult, never went to a meeting etc.
My picture is in the JW dictionary underneath the word.
i remember when i was active, i would constantly get nightmares regarding armageddon.. used to wake up so many times at night watch my window, pray hard and try to go to sleep.
now i wonder that this organization was really succcessful in making people scared to death about 'current system of things', but why would anyone do that?
why would anyone want to bring division in families, make hate speeches, scare people to death, etc?
I used to have the same nightmares and when I saw a large American flag I would get really scared.
No nightmares since leaving the cult and I pledge allegiance to the flag now.
i want to thank you kind folk for caring about me!!!!.
apologies for not checking in sooner, i have been so busy with the new job, and by the time evening comes i am so exhausted to log in from my laptop (that is sooooooooooooo slow).
update: job is going well - i'm back in sales and with the community newspapers known as the fever.
That's great.
Hang in there.
i have been out for 22 years.i was raised as a jehovahs witness.
i was baptized in 1986 but soon after left the religion.
theres a whole lot to the reasons why i left, but i left.
Corboy,
Churches teach that a person can know for sure that they have eternal life.
Jehovah's Witnesses are taught that they can not know for sure that they have eternal life.
Read 1 John 5:12-13 and ask yourself who is following the Bible in this important matter and who is not.
