"A Witness doesn't stay a Witness because of lack of error and conflict in the group, they stay Witnessess in spite of seeing a lot of disconfirming evidence. They are conditioned to ignore it. What they can't ignore they rationalize. What they can't rationalize, they excuse."
Boy did you hit the nail on the head. Since I reached that point when I could not ignore that everyone in my family and my worldly friends that I loved would die, if Armageddon came today. According to the Watchtower Magazines and books that I researched to confirm that the speaker could say such a horrible and arrogant thing from the stage. I know I must have read some of these articles, yet amazingly I had just rationalized it away that Jehovah would read the hearts of all at that time. Yet it was so clearly stating the opposite in the articles. I guess then I just ignored it.
So I am on a journey of discovery and this site has been helpful in gathering information as I began to question other information (607BCE, 1914, etc), reading the variety of thoughts and just accepting everyone has the right to where they are right now. Coming out of the "conditioned" state of mind for over 25 years this is a real trip and I am ready for the journey!
Peace & Love,
Sheri