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  Last meeting I attended at the Kingdom Hall

  by JH in

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  they played the wrong song for about 30 seconds, and everone was trying to sing to the tune....lol.

  dum dums....

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  Last time I went to a meeting it was a Friday night meeting. (The elders decided to do Friday nites instead of Thursday night--so it would interfere with school things like football, etc)

  Halfway thru the meeting I felt like I was on the outside looking in. I got numb and wondered what the hell I was doing there. It was like I could see myself in the young kids that were there. My daughter was with her dad (nonJW) that weekend. I had this jolt hit me--there was no way I was going to raise my baby like that.

  I got up after the ministry school and headed for the parking lot. One of the elders came out right behind me. He said I looked upset. I told him "no, I can finally see things clearly." I left and met my other friends at the bar.My stepdad,MS, and an elder showed up at my door bright and early. My boyfriend (wordly-who had been a secret) answered the door in his shorts and refused to wake me up. Needless to say they were at my door 10 times that day. When they finally caught up to me they asked me if I had something to say for myself. I told them to "get the [edit] out of my life". Mom boohooed for days. I felt like a new person!
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  What is the dumbest reason you where taken to the back room?

  by skyman in

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  mine was for giving a sister that i grew up with the watchtower that dealt with birthdays being on the same level as anniversaries.

  she quit going because she could not understand the societies position on birthday's.

  the elders were mad because i knew how she would react and they thought i did this to cause problems.

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  I can't think of a reason I wasn't taken to the back room.

  For getting a valentine from a boy at school when I was 12.

  For talking to the opposite sex for more than 5 minutes.

  For inappropriate dress.

  For having a bad attitude. (Imagine that!)

  For not being submissive and obedient.

  For just breathing the wrong way!!!!!

  I decided it way my duty to the WBTS to make the elders work hard for their titles!!!!
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  Its too late now -----------------im stumbled

  by vitty in

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  i cant believe it i was counting down the days when it would reach my birthday, of being on her 1 year and i forgot.

  and so did you lot thanks..

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  Guns: Opinions?

  by RichieRich in

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  my mom isnt a big fan of guns, but after being mugged once, she appreciates the value of a well placed firearm.

  she doesn't mind that i hunt and go to the shooting range regularly with my father.

  about 6 months ago, i was out in field service with my mother and an elder's 2 daughters.

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  Gotta love the great state of Texas. Having a gun is as common as carrying a purse. I have 2 rifles. I live to deer hunt. I've owned a 9mm for 10 years. I got it cause I started working at a hospital in south Dallas, which is a very dangerous place. This hospital even has it's own police station. It's the surrounding neighborhood that is gang infested.

  Of course we won't discuss the time I tried to shoot a boyfriend. Yes, he had it coming. Had too much tequilia and blew out the bay windows instead. But, I did get my point across!
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  What JW Things Did You Have A Hard Time To Let Go?

  by minimus in

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  i had a hard time accepting that jehovah's witnesses are a cult.

  i would even agree that they might be "cult like" but i didn't want to accept that i indeed was part of a cult.....what about you?

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  I had such a hard time missing my 3 sisters and brother that I got reinstated. Couldn't deal with raising my child like I was raised, so my bad attitude landed me another elder's meeting. I wouldn't grovel or snivel. I got the result I wanted--DF #2!

  I do miss making the elders work for their titles. I felt that I was accomplishing something.

  shelley
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  The world will end in 1879-1914-1918-1925-1942-1975- I guess they gave up

  by JohnHag in

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  forget about all those dates friends--the world ended in 1914--thats what rusell said--he was the first slick slave class--so he must know--did i miss some dates?

  there are so many i probably missed a few--i was in this nonsense for 32 years and i half way believed it--but i never believed it 100 percent--thank god for ray franz---that guy was all class--i am at a point now that i dont know what to believe--but i know one thing--:"never again will i fear men----never again will i be a respector of men---i have seen all this little so called power grab called privleges--that is just a ticket for a man to walk around like a rooster---you all know how a rooster walks around the yard--when i used to get there on thursday night all 8 elders would be walking around shuffling paper like they do at the pentagon or the cia---a congreation of about 70 and all this paper work--or was it all a showy display?it was a peivlege to clean the toilets--can you imagine that?

  i used to go to clean the hall and it didnt even need cleaning--but one had to act like he was doing something--i used to hate getting dressed up for those 5 meetings--i now wear anything i want--i let my hair grow anyway i want--if i want a beard i grow it--no more fear of those big elders--those elders loved judical comittes--it meant they could now be like a lawyer and a judge--power- power--thats what its all about--thanks for letting me share--the hag

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  I think it's tonite!! There are thunderstorms, tornados, hail, and lightening around me.
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  Hi you all.

  by chrissy in

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  new to the forum & simply introducing myself.

  i've enjoyed reading some of the posts here.

  it is so nice to know these forums exist for poor ex-jw girls that suffer from post tramatic sheltered-from-the-rest-of-the-free-world syndrome.

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  Welcome Chrissy,

  Alot of us are going thru the post traumatic stuff. These sites really help, more than you imagine! You've come to the right place. Don't worry about being polite here, if anyone slaps you on the ass, knock the shit out of 'em. Always makes you feel better! hahaha!
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  Did you know of any JW's that committed suicide before they were DF'd or DA

  by booker-t in

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  i was talking to a good friend of mine that is an ex-jw and we were having coffee the other day when he told me of one of his good friends that killed himself because the elders publicly "reproved" him.

  i felt so bad when my friend told me of this horrible story but he said there are many cases of jw's committing sucide before they are df'd or da'd or publicly reproved.

  did you know of any jw's that killed themselves before or after being kicked out of the wt?

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  I don't know of any who actually died. But I know of several, including myself that attempted. I've tried 3 times. The only reason I didn't die was my daughter came home early. Being a nurse, I knew how to get it done quickly and quietly.

  But don't worry, I'll never try that again. Now I've found all my friends here. I'm taking medication, at least MOST of the time. Besides, I"ve found a new calling. It's called being an Apostate! I tell my daughter I'm not doing my job right if I don't piss her off frequently. I'm now applying that to the JW's.

  Another person that tried suicide a couple times was molested by an elder. But his WIFE was trying to teach her what he liked and disliked so that when she was gone someone would be there to step right in. Sicko!!!
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  Was The Ministry Ever Rewarding To You?

  by minimus in

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  i only know of a few witnesses that believe that.

  did you feel that the ministry was especially rewarding and gratifying to you?

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  I loathed having to go door-to-door! Several of the JWs my age and I would always look like we were knocking at doors. Truth was when we knocked, no one could have heard it. Just looked good!
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  Well they denied me unemployment benefits...

  by TresHappy in

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  don't know what to do...should i appeal?

  go on with my life...i've never had to do this before...my former employer told me they wouldn't send back the form but the liars that they are they did.

  part of me wants to appeal.

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  crazyblondeb

  "Fight for your right to party!!!" OOPS, got that song stuck in my head!

  Fight, Appeal it!! Don't make it easy on them!!! All they can do is say NO!

  I hope everyone is having a good night. I have thunderstorms, hail, and tornados all around me!!

  Maybe I"ll get to go to the land of OZ!!! Maybe I can get a brain..or heart..or find the yellowbrick road!!!!