What a sad thread.
Anyway, it did not realize it all of a sudden.
It came to me very slowly. Maybe I am not as smart or my denial took longer. Over a time period of about two years all things why I believed were destroyed by closer examination and study. Not any argument remained to believe in a God, and without no God, no everlasting life. Dead is the end, that's it.
This was only a few years ago. Did not mkae me happy this realization, but not mad at the JW's also.
It did not really change my life. After a first sadness, there was also some relief. Some understanding of why I never fitte in the JW religion and was never happy at the first place.
Still not really over it, still wondering how to waste my live.....
Danny