Mary, I love your post!!!
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MY ADVENTURE AT THE ASSEMBLY......
by Mary into start my day with: as i was walking down the street towards hell the assembly, i went to cross halfway across the road when a cheese and cracker brother told me that i should "cross at the light so that others can see that jehovah's people are law abiding citizens.
stick my lapel badge up his ass sideways make a good impression so i waited until he was distracted by other jaywalkers and then dashed across the road complied with his suggestion.
once in the building i managed to find a seat next to a guy who looked remarkably like fat bastard was a bit on the plump side.
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Please check out my letter to my sister and tell me what you think.
by Apostanator indear *****.
i know jehovah's witnesses view people of the world as bad because satan is the ruler of the world and we are all controlled by him.
you preach that we will all soon die at the hands of jehovah at armageddon.
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Dear *****
I know Jehovah's Witnesses view people of the world as bad because Satan is the ruler of the world and we are all controlled by him. You preach that we will all soon die at the hands of Jehovah at Armageddon. Since I dis-associated myself, I am viewed as Apostate or one of Satans Agents. I know this is the way you feel and think about me because that is what you are taught. So I am puzzled as to why it's o.k. for me now to visit Ma at your home. It seems contradictory to have me there. It's like inviting a cohort of Satan's to your house.
The invitation to your home does little to erase the words or actions displayed to me in the past. Lets be honest, I am dead in your eyes and in the eyes of Jehovah. I was not invited into your lives before, when Ma was well and now that she is sickI am allowed to see her? This does not make sense. Too many years have passed between us and none of you have ever called me out of real concern to inquire about me or how I'm doing. The family had made it perfectly clear that if I didn't want anything to do with Jehovah's then they didn't want anything to do with me. Even when Uncle ****** was in the hospital, it was the social worker who called me, not the family! He had been there for a whole week and you knew it, but decided not to tell me.
*****, I know your agenda is to somehow ease your conscience about not making myself available to Ma while she lives with you. It would bother me too if I prevented Ma's children from seeing her in her final days. However I can't help but think that once she passes away, everything will go back to the way it was. So I don't understand what it is that you and the family want from me? I don't intend on ever going back to being one of Jehovah's Witnesses.
Your religion teaches you to be no part of the world and yet, the Watchtower associated with the U.N. as a N.G.O. ( non governmental organization ) to gain benefits. It teaches you that rape and child molestation are wrong and yet, they say, do not bring your brother to court, it would bring reproach upon Jehovah's name if the world knows what happened to these children in our spiritual paradise. Unfortunately crimes are committed and hidden within the confines of the Watchtower Corporation. You know that, look what happened to ****** and her sisters. The Witnesses are no better than the Catholics when it comes to child abuse.
There is not much more to say here. I strongly encourage you and the rest of the family to truly examine your religion and find out what goes on behind the scenes and until you are willing to do so and discuss what you find with me, I am going to have to say goodbye.
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Local Needs - Apostate Warning!!
by hopetofade inhad a very interesting local needs part last nite - warning against apostate activity in our area, as well as the dangers of the internet.
the elder giving the talk discussed how he googled "watchtower" and a whole boatload of sites came up, such as silent lambs, etc.
"we need to stay away from these.
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I just did my apostasizing a couple of hours ago. I placed my apostate stickers on the 2 spanish watchtowers at the laundromat. In spanish of course. Advertise, Advertise, Advertise the Lie and the Liers !!!! Everyone will get an education on this Cult.
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Great Apostate Fun !!
by Apostanator ini was wondering what kind of effect it would have if a letter of dis-association was written and signed with the name of a local jw that is known at the hall.
stating reasons such as the un thing or the child molestation issue.
imagine mailing it to the society with the return adress of that publisher.
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Hi Frog,
You don't have to worry about the innocent unsuspecting JW. I am very selective with who's name I choose to sign along with the return adress when I send the letter to Brooklyn. I have declared War with the Watchtower and this is one of my theocratic warfare techniques that I use. It's all good.
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Great Apostate Fun !!
by Apostanator ini was wondering what kind of effect it would have if a letter of dis-association was written and signed with the name of a local jw that is known at the hall.
stating reasons such as the un thing or the child molestation issue.
imagine mailing it to the society with the return adress of that publisher.
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Actually I have mailed about a dozen of these letters to the society at various times. My hope is that the issues that are brought up in the letters would cause the publisher to think. As you know, the society will mail a copy of the letter to that local congregation for the elders to investigate. This is where the fun begins, elders who don't know about the issues will read what they are in the letter. publishers being closely monitored, rumors will go around the congregation. It's all a tactic to cause doubt and to question.
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Great Apostate Fun !!
by Apostanator ini was wondering what kind of effect it would have if a letter of dis-association was written and signed with the name of a local jw that is known at the hall.
stating reasons such as the un thing or the child molestation issue.
imagine mailing it to the society with the return adress of that publisher.
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I was wondering what kind of effect it would have if a letter of dis-association was written and signed with the name of a local JW that is known at the hall. Stating reasons such as the UN thing or the Child Molestation issue. Imagine mailing it to the society with the return adress of that publisher. All hell would break loose !!!!
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A newbie's impression on this board, pros and cons
by smelly onions incons.
i don't know who is scarier, the jw's or some people on this board.
man, r u guys bitter?
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smelly does not incite love and fine works like the organization he comes from claims to do. Just like the org, he flip flops. His reasoning only makes sense to him and he wants us to see it all his way. smelly, there is a life out here after the JW's perhaps he has been cast out of the JW world and is stuck not knowing how to cope.
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New here.....kinda
by lola28 inhey everyone, this is my first post and i'am terrefied.
i have been lurking for over a year and finally decided that it was time to post.
i feel like i know all of you and feel more at home here than at the kingdom hall.
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Welcome,
I'm relatively new myself and also lurked before posting on this board. You'll learn a lot here. Ask questions, there are wonderfull people here who will help you.
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I need some help. How do you deal with your JW family
by Apostanator inmy whole family is in the troof.
i am at a point were i want to present them a book on cults.
i have nothing to lose as they have dis-owned me for years and have only recently came back into my life as a result of my moms illness ( alzeimers ) these people are driving me nuts!!!
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My whole family is in the troof. I am at a point were I want to present them a book on cults. I have nothing to lose as they have dis-owned me for years and have only recently came back into my life as a result of my moms illness ( alzeimers ) These people are driving me nuts!!! Their thought process makes me mental and everything is on their terms. I am so angry and bitter !! I have been on my own for 10 years and have struggled to make something of myself. Their intrusion into my life has set me back to the point were I'm depressed and seeing a therapist weelky. I have struggled to put the JW thing behind me and now it's thrown in my face again.
The therapist understands my situation as she has a sister in a high control group also. I know they're in a cult and I know why they think the way they do but I'm tired of being the understanding one. They don't care about me or even want to get to know me. It's just,,,,,,"you can see ma now because she is sick but when she dies we will have nothing to do with you again". That's what was told to me! I want to tell them point blank that they're in a cult and present them with the cult book. My hope is that this will shock them. I have nothing in common with these walking drones. I hate to feel this way but I need to move on for my own sanity. The only way I feel I can do it is to just be cut off from them.
Thanks
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My Anger is Building & Building
by LouBelle inhey everyone - i have this anger, perhaps rage boiling within me, it has been for the past week since i was disassociated.
my feelings of dislike are turning to bitterness & hate against this organisation.
i learnt today that the elders have lied to my family.
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LouBell,
I'm sorry for your situation. It totally sucks. This is just the beginning of many emotions that your going to feel because of this cult and what they do to you and your family. I don't know how much better it will get. I've been out about 10 years and the situation still causes me a lot of pain and anger. Be Strong and be good to yourself.