i have been smoking off and on for over a year,,,,,,,never smoked before this year in my life.. it all started just for the hell of it.
then as my hub and i started going out dancing and hitting the town, cig smoke was everywhere.
i would comehome with it in my hair and all over my clothes.
i just loved to smoke,,,i still crave cigarettes and it has been many many years since i have had one.......no good words of advice lyin eyes,,,,i am at a point where i have done what is "right" for so long,,,that my feeling is,,,DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY,,,,,,healthy or not!!!!!
like i said,,,,NO GOOD WORDS OF ADVICE...( ugg,,,of the sick and tired of doing what is right class!!)
my husband and i have just had a big fight about, of all things, halloween.
our dgt.
in law is bringing our cute little grandbabies over to show us their costumes, plus she is taking them to business's to trick or treat.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( wednesday ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i was raised and am currently a jw (detailed within my personal profile).
however, yesterday i turned in my letter of stepping down as ministerial servant.
yesterday i just joined the board and i'm glad to be here.
hi,,,,it is nice to meet you....wish you all the best....
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i have been here since june and i finally hit 100 posts.. .
yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
type away,,,,type away,,,,type away,,,,it has paid off...CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
so here i have three fives and a pair of nines.
the card doesn't help me, but it doesn't matter, i have a full house.
so i have a pair of fives and on the table there is a king, nine, five, nine, and two.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( gilwarrior)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) from ugg with the no social skills class!!! god,,,i so understand
"YAWN"
i know i have not properly introduced myself here yet.
i have been doing the fade from jw religion for about one year but may soon be d/a myself just before i speek out again the elders about what they are doing to someone close to me.
more on my story soon.
she is afraid of losing her children/grandchildren....do what it takes to keep them if her heart cannot deal with it....dump the basturd and move on with life....do what ever it takes to achieve this!!! i so understand!!!
sending her hugs and lots of love....truly sad deal...
well i had the surgery 3 weeks ago and it looks very good.
the doctor said the cancer hasn't spread any further (thank god!
) but they still want me to have radiation.
i am so glad you are back....i have thought of you alot and wondering how it was going...time heals
so just hang in there.....
i know some of the people that come to this board, used to go to the beyondjw.com boards.
if you have then you might have known dana, aka wingedgoddess01.
if you did, i am sad to report that yesterday her 14 month daughter died.
how devistating......
this week, i have passed the five years marking the removal of a malignant melanoma from my chest.
lesion 1.15 millimeters.
axiallia node dissections clear, wide local excisions clear.
super glad to here it!!!!! good for you...
