now, i think "stupid".
It's probably weird, but what goes thru my mind is a half-second movie of my past 15 years there, concluding with the image of the face of the elder who told me how horrible a person I am in my last JC. I get a chill... Then, I do a mental mind-shake and realize that I am free.
~merfi
well i just got home and i have a message on my machine saying that there will be a meeting tomorrow at the kingdom hall at 8:30pm for my appeal.
however, they said on the recording that i will be responsible for getting my own ride there.
there in lies the problem as i don't have a car right now.
So -- they think cuz you don't have a ride that they can DF you in absentia?! Meh...
If I was around, I'd jeep ya there.
Can your mom give you a lift? Seems like she's on your side!
~merfi
as many of you know i will be meeting with the elders from my hall today.
i had decided to come clean and just tell them that i don't believe in this anymore.
however tonight i talked to one of my friends who is still a witness and i realized that there are a lot of people who would be very hurt if i got dfed, so i have made the choice to go into that meeting today and lie my ass off.
((((lola))))
Just wanted to offer some words of support and encouragement -- the unconditional kind. I've BTDT with JC, it's horrible -- my heart reaches out to you.
No further advice on what to do and how to do it. I agree on the dress code -- go Amish. :) Little make-up (just enough to smear a bit when you cry), no jewelry etc etc.
Thinking of you today!
XO ~ merfi
so i'm out in california a while back visiting my father and sister.
my fathers 4th wife is from new zealand (no he's not a jw).
at the same time her son and wife are also visiting from new zealand and they have 2 children 6 and 9. well the wife is out in the back yard and me my sister and father are in the kitchen when the daughter in law comes running in saying, "i need a plaster, i need a plaster" i just thought "yea i need to get plastered too.
Do Americans think NZ is an Island off of Australia or something?
You mean it ISN'T???
~merfi
so i'm out in california a while back visiting my father and sister.
my fathers 4th wife is from new zealand (no he's not a jw).
at the same time her son and wife are also visiting from new zealand and they have 2 children 6 and 9. well the wife is out in the back yard and me my sister and father are in the kitchen when the daughter in law comes running in saying, "i need a plaster, i need a plaster" i just thought "yea i need to get plastered too.
Ok, sooooo... what IS a plaster?
Calling a New Zealander an Aussie is like calling an American a Canadian.
LOL! Agreed.
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i know this probably sounds like a ridiculous question, but so many things about what jws believe boggles my mind.....so here it is:.
do jehovah's witnesses eat deviled eggs?
I suppose some wouldn't... Deeminz, ya know.
*munching on Lucky Charms* ~merfi
hey check it out.
i really dont know if i shold be sharing my feelings with strangers but at this point i really dont know where to turn.
i've been dating this lady for over a year now.
feedback -- This is where we (gently because I know it hurts) say "told you so". She has chosen WT over you, as she would have down the road anyway. Better now than if you had been married...
advice -- Take it as a lesson learned -- stay way the heck away from JW from now on. There are plenty of women out there that can be true to you and their hearts, completely.
condolences, a shoulder to cry on, or a pat on the back --
~merfi
i'll tell you one thing that just got to me this morning.
i was playing tennis and at around 9:30 my tennis partner and i looked up and lo and behold!
2 witnesses were walking up the street.
I will go along with "smug". A MS in my KH is constantly scoffing at 'unbelievers'. I can't think of any examples, but it happens a lot. I really really hate it when people put down other people. :(
now that the gerontocrats have dispensed with their annual springtime campaign of blustering everyone away from the wine and bread, it's now time to for the yearly decalogue of decorum; an epistle to the clueless.. in the april kingdom ministry the old farts tackle their annual chore of getting their dubbies to somehow behave like normal, thoughtful human beings when let loose on the public away from their kingdom halls.. what do we find on page 5?
``reminders" to the rabble not to save seats; not to leave the premises during the noon lunch break, nor to bring booze or large coolers; to tip at least 15% to 20% when dining at restaurants.
this, i believe is a first; they now feel they have to coach jws on just how much is considered apopropriate by ``worldly" (read ``normal") human beings.
So glad I am not going this year...
So much money, time, soul and sanity saved.
~merfi
im daystar!!!!
would anyone be interested in me?
im very nice, im an ex-jehovahs witness, im 32, im friendly etc... interested in females from any country.
Hi Daystar! I'm merfi, a single, breathing human female. I'm x-JW, just recently got my brain back. I am very nice, also, like you. I like to jeep topless (let the reader discern), take moonlight walks along the beach and cuddle next to a fire. I'm working on improving my nymphomanic quality, perhaps you could help me? I think Brad Pitt is a hack, but I can overlook that if you have the right heart qualities. I look like the chick in my avatar.
and please dont laugh, its not funny!!
~merfi
