I can't believe how much I've learned since I began investigating this group a little over a year ago. I'm a little embarassed about how long it took me before I finally got so baffled by witness behaviors and ideas that I finally started to poke around. I guess I just know people who are pretty darn good at leading double lives.
It never ceases to amaze me how bloated a self-image the organization promotes. It's true that most outsiders have little to no knowledge of the organization. I was one of those people. If I hadn't been drawn into the warped little world of this group- even in the peripheral sense that I was- I probably would still be one of those people saying, "aren't jehovah's witnesses those people with the briefcases and no appreciation of a good cake with candles?" Okay, maybe I wouldn't have been quite that bad, but I certainly didn't know much at all about them.
I'm indebted to all the people who went through such turmoil and still found the strength to share their stories, start websites devoted to informing the public and the endless hours of documentation and researching that others put in (making my researching much easier to do).
And, as an added bonus, I get to check out some very interesting spiritual/biblical conversations. I've always been fascinated by religionism and faith issues. I like people who not only encourage me to think, but expect me to.
Thanks for your kind thoughts, Dungbeetle.