Aw purps! I"m soo sorry you are feeling bad. I think you have a good therapist, though. Keep going and let us know of any new insights you learn.
I always appreciate your posts. You are encouraging and openminded, not mean and oppinionated. You have a lot to offer, so don't sell yourself short.
I am considering therapy myself. I really think I need expert help to unravel 47 years of indoctination. We definitly need the help and support of others.