Awwwwwww.....I am so sorry. It sounds like you had a great friend in that cat. I know you will always miss him, but try to think of the good times. Purring till the end....now that was a happy cat! You obviously treated him well!
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my cat died today... i need consoling...
by theinfamousone inthis is the guy that sat on my razor blades the one time i was thinking of cutting myself... this is the guy that everytime my dad beat me, would come to my room and lay with me... this is the guy that one time jumped into the bathtub with me while i was crying after a brutal beating, the cat hated water... this is a cat that was more family to me than my own father and mother combined... this was my best friend... .
today i had to do the hardest thing i ever did, i had to choose to have him put down... and as he fought the vet, and tried to bite her, i put my hand on his head, and he stopped struggling... and as they put the last needle into his leg, he purred until he died... the vet says she has never seen that before... this was my best friend and i had to kill him... fuck, im a baby, but i miss him soooo much.
the infamous one.
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Stilla's thanksgiving poll (apologies to ozziepost)
by stillajwexelder inso at the bookgroup, the study coductor gives us all a stern warning.
if we receive a turkey - refuse it.
dont accept xmas dinner invitations from work etc.
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I think 3 also
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News from Afghanistan a soldiers eyewitness account
by hambeak ina young man came in today so he could get his brother in laws car ready to go to mississippi for t-giving.
he is here on 2 weeks leave from afghanistan.
he told me one of the things the terrorists are doing is stuffing wounded persons with explosives and then when they are in the ambulance or hospital they are detonated by remote and blown up.
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Do you really wish you could have faded?
by megsmomma ini didn't really even concider(or know about) doing this at the time i da'd....i just kind of jumped off the deep end and didn't look back.
i don't know if that was a very healthy thing for me to do, because i was not sure why i did it and i was quite lost in the world.
it took me 7 years to realize i did the right thing and that jw's are nothing but a dangerous cult.. sometimes i wish i had faded out, so as to not miss my mom.....however it seems that going through all that may be harder that just jumping.
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New name for Finally Free....Finally F*ckin Free and Fuzzy!! LOL!
Jag....I am glad it was that way for you. Were you ever near Jefferson Ohio (ashtabula county)? I am glad you and your wife are treated like people still....it is a rare thing, but the way it really should be.
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What Are You Thankful for?
by lovelylil insince tomarrow is thanksgiving, i was wondering what everyone is most thankful for this year?.
the top five things i am thankful for are:.
1. i am free from the wt.
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I am thankfull for my family....husband and baby.
I am thankfull that I finally have a guilt free life...thanks to what I have learned here.
I am thankfull to be able to love and be loved.
I am thankfull to have tools to help my daughter still in the Org.
I am thankfull for all the wonderful, loving JW apostates! ( I think we are the most caring, non-judgemental bunch there is)
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Do you really wish you could have faded?
by megsmomma ini didn't really even concider(or know about) doing this at the time i da'd....i just kind of jumped off the deep end and didn't look back.
i don't know if that was a very healthy thing for me to do, because i was not sure why i did it and i was quite lost in the world.
it took me 7 years to realize i did the right thing and that jw's are nothing but a dangerous cult.. sometimes i wish i had faded out, so as to not miss my mom.....however it seems that going through all that may be harder that just jumping.
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I REALLY do wish I never got baptised....The Chuckey Cheese baptism party was SO NOT WORTH IT!!!
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Do you really wish you could have faded?
by megsmomma ini didn't really even concider(or know about) doing this at the time i da'd....i just kind of jumped off the deep end and didn't look back.
i don't know if that was a very healthy thing for me to do, because i was not sure why i did it and i was quite lost in the world.
it took me 7 years to realize i did the right thing and that jw's are nothing but a dangerous cult.. sometimes i wish i had faded out, so as to not miss my mom.....however it seems that going through all that may be harder that just jumping.
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Backed...Thanks g-pa John! I know she is lucky to have many people that love her....and her mom is lucky to have found out the truth! Your grandkids are lucky to have a grampa that will love them unconditionally!
You know that scripture that talks about "no natural affection"? Doesn't that descibe the dubs to a tee?!
Gary.....I hope your son comes around. It is obvious that it hurts very much to miss a child.
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Do you really wish you could have faded?
by megsmomma ini didn't really even concider(or know about) doing this at the time i da'd....i just kind of jumped off the deep end and didn't look back.
i don't know if that was a very healthy thing for me to do, because i was not sure why i did it and i was quite lost in the world.
it took me 7 years to realize i did the right thing and that jw's are nothing but a dangerous cult.. sometimes i wish i had faded out, so as to not miss my mom.....however it seems that going through all that may be harder that just jumping.
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Backed.....My mom has included my baby in the shunning. She lives far from me, so it's not like she could just stop by to see her anytime...and I honestly would not let her do that anyways. But it all happened that my mom did come to see me after I had Megan, and was pushing "going back to Jehovah" very hard and I asked if I didn't go back, would she still shun me and the baby? She said YES....and I could never put my baby through the pain of that. So, I asked her to leave and did my research and was finally OK with my decision to not be a JW and now we don't talk. I do try to leave her messages every so ofter on what the baby is doing, just so she doesn't forget we are still alive.
It seems from the responses that it depends a-lot on each persons situation and toleration level. Thanks everyone for the prospective!
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Do you really wish you could have faded?
by megsmomma ini didn't really even concider(or know about) doing this at the time i da'd....i just kind of jumped off the deep end and didn't look back.
i don't know if that was a very healthy thing for me to do, because i was not sure why i did it and i was quite lost in the world.
it took me 7 years to realize i did the right thing and that jw's are nothing but a dangerous cult.. sometimes i wish i had faded out, so as to not miss my mom.....however it seems that going through all that may be harder that just jumping.
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I probably worded my post wrong, but I guess I was just thinking I am kindof glad I didn't have the dilema of knowing I could fade. It seems so tough to have to act like you believe things you don't and it seems like it would be harder to heal.
Thanks for responding Linda. By the way....How long were you "in"? How happy your family must be that you are out!!
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Has anyone researched the "Bethel" of the bible?
by megsmomma ini found this extremely appropriate.
the meaning of bethel (which the wtbts will tell everyone) is house of god....yet in 1&2nd kings it talks of bethel turning bad and being full of false gods and being destroyed.
(there is one part that says that they would let anyone in and make them a priest...no qualifications...just like at bethel) has anyone done studies on this?
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I am glad you added the edit....because the 1st part was a bit over my head in terms of wording I can follow...You sound smart!! Thanks for the reply!!