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  I had a bad night saturday...

  by megsmomma in

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  i have an 8 yr old living with her jw dad and step mom.

  my worst fear is that they won't let us talk.

  i call her every couple days and i hadn't talked to her for a couple weeks.

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  megsmomma

  Thank Crumpet....

  It has been too long for me to even try to get custody. When I left she was not even 1...I had bad PP depression and went crazy...leaving Jdubs, baby, hubby, dogs, home all at once. I was very suicidal. I gave up all custody because I thought she was better off that way. I even asked my JW mom to adopt her. It was a crazy time.

  The good thing is that her JW parents love her. Her step mom was married to her dad when she was 17. (UGH) However...my daughter and her get along very well...and they spend a-lot of time together when he is at all his studies and elder meetings. I just wish I had done things different and I wish I knew then what I know now, ya know,
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  I had a bad night saturday...

  by megsmomma in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have an 8 yr old living with her jw dad and step mom.

  my worst fear is that they won't let us talk.

  i call her every couple days and i hadn't talked to her for a couple weeks.

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  Thanks Rooster....I do pray for her and her dad and step-mom.I know they are all mislead...and I wish they all would find out reality and life would be better for all. Sometimes it is hard to wait to see the fruits of prayer though.
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  I had a bad night saturday...

  by megsmomma in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have an 8 yr old living with her jw dad and step mom.

  my worst fear is that they won't let us talk.

  i call her every couple days and i hadn't talked to her for a couple weeks.

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  megsmomma

  I have an 8 yr old living with her JW dad and step mom. My WORST fear is that they won't let us talk. I call her every couple days and I hadn't talked to her for a couple weeks. I was worried they knew I was apostate to their religion and were keeping us apart. Well, she finally called me saturday and we talked for over an hour. It was so nice. One thing that was weird is that she doesn't remember losing her baby teeth. (We were talking about her lil sissy teething) I guess it is a non-event for Jdub kids...no tooth fairy, nothing special. There is nothing special about being raised as a JW.

  Anyways....After we spoke I was overwhelmingly sad and mad at myself.....How could I have left her in that????? It was almost better when I thought the jw's were right, and I was going to die, so she was in the best place for her. Now that I know she is in a cult, fullof pediphiles and brainwashing....I feel so bad. I felt like I had noright tobe happy and have a good life....I should suffer for leaving her.

  I am ok now, and my husband really took care of me during my freak-out.... but, man I wish I could do SOMETHING to get her out now.
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  Anybody have family in East Tennessee??

  by Junction-Guy in

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  does anyone on here have family in east tennessee that are jw's?

  and would you like for me to anonymously try to anti-witness to them?

  i could go to their neighborhood and go from house to house warning people of the dangers of the jw religion, and i could "call" on your family member in the process.----------this could work especially well for those who have family or friends who are new studies.

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  No....but I do in Northern Ohio...If you are ever that way....
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  What reading material would I find in your loo?

  by Gregor in

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  mine- popular mechanics, this old house and maybe a sunset.

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  Readers Digest.....Baby magazine's.......Woman's World.....Carolina B-Ball Mags (for hubby)
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  Charles Stanley

  by mouthy in

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  at the end of his sermon is a jehovahs witness

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  Is it an experience? Are you being mysterious Mouthy?
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  this is what I did at the Memorial

  by Synergy in

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  first i went to the blood center and gave blood.

  i got the "i gave" sticker.

  i also wore my cross necklace and walked in the doors speaking to everyone like i never left.

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  I hope no one gets mad at me for this....But, for all waiting to hear the "rest" of Renee's life story...Here is a tid-bit I found. (I was too curious!) I love your fire Renee!!
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  Dreams??

  by Outaservice in

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  do you dream a lot?.

  do you have pleasant dreams?.

  do you have recurring dreams?.

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  I dream 2-5 dreams a night....usually unpleaseant, a-lot of going back to the cult....to get my daughter back....Fighting with my dub mom, and for some reason cats attacking me.....and I can't get away!

  Some dreams are fun...but, rare.

  I know God does not speak to me in my dreams!
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  What Seperates A "Good" Jehovah's Witness From A So-So One?

  by minimus in

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  to me a "good" jw always knew he needed to "do more" wheras a flunky wouldn't give a rat's ass.

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  A good j-dub thinks they can trust their bro's and sisters....The so-so one knows better!

  The good j-dub doesn't "doctor" up their time cards....Oh wait....they all do that!
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  Interested in my Monthly News?

  by onlycurious in

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  i started my own business in may and learned how to create my own website so i could be my own webmaster and save myself some $$$.. in the meantime, i have created a monthly newsletter.

  if any of you are interested in reading my monthly chatter, i'd love to have you visit.

  it's kind of fun to meet people all over the world but none of us really know what we look like.

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  megsmomma

  I tried to subscribe, but it wouldn't let me fill in my e-mail addy and name........