just to add ....i guess in a way i do still feel 18 because i was dfed at 17 yrs old and have had no direrection since then,, i only feel like i have become independant from the guilt trips it put me on in the last year... the society that is,, m and d , they have just always been the same..
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by pippy inwhat on earth can you do when you r fatther keeps asking why you are not going to meetings,, my dad asks me every time i see him, .
i told my dad and mum that i didnt want to go back, that i didnt agree with the way i was treated, and everyother person ever to be on the wrong side of the fence.
he tells me i am bitter,and i should only think about nice things, and not dwell on the negative.
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by pippy inwhat on earth can you do when you r fatther keeps asking why you are not going to meetings,, my dad asks me every time i see him, .
i told my dad and mum that i didnt want to go back, that i didnt agree with the way i was treated, and everyother person ever to be on the wrong side of the fence.
he tells me i am bitter,and i should only think about nice things, and not dwell on the negative.
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im 28... my mum is 64,,,
my dad is one of a kind,, but i luv him heaps , and it does tug at my feelings to see hiim upset over it...
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believing parents
by pippy inwhat on earth can you do when you r fatther keeps asking why you are not going to meetings,, my dad asks me every time i see him, .
i told my dad and mum that i didnt want to go back, that i didnt agree with the way i was treated, and everyother person ever to be on the wrong side of the fence.
he tells me i am bitter,and i should only think about nice things, and not dwell on the negative.
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what on earth can you do when you r fatther keeps asking why you are not going to meetings,, my dad asks me every time i see him,
i told my dad and mum that i didnt want to go back, that i didnt agree with the way I was treated, and everyother person ever to be on the wrong side of the fence. he tells me i am bitter,and i should only think about nice things, and not dwell on the negative.
i said i didnt like hearing about armogedon ,and seeing all the evil pictures,,that it makes me paranoid,and scared in storms ,and will cause me to become a scitzo one day. i dont want to be scared into doing the right thing.. i want to enjoy my life, and appriciate things.
Then ..he said to me ,, but most of the meeting s are happy, you just get a negative one here and there,,, and that only comes from thefaithfull and discreet slave because they are old funny duddies. ( he was just trying to be relaxed about it to palm off the negativity) j so i said, i thought they are inspired by jehovah.. he said ,,they are ,but they put their slant on it ,so we can all understand it. i said,,so they twist it into what they want to say...
then he got all funny and said, no,they dont twist it ,,, stop talking like that!!!! you are so bitter,,when are you going to stop rubbishing them, they are my brothers u know!!
he said he is so worried about me ,and he will prolly say this till his dying day,, i really dont want to dissapoint him, i love him dearly and want to please him,but i just cant pretend i agree with him,, its really bugging me ,, he is so disapointed in myself and my other brothers and sister are not there with him,but he refuses to actually listen when we have a conversation.
??????? do i have to just keep enduring this pointless battle with him ,, hes 84,and very healthy, i dont want to rock the boat and shake up his life,by starting to explain fully my reasons,but he just keeps on naaaaaging sooooo much!!! its painful,,,
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Was I shunned?
by AudeSapere indid she really just shun me??.
after work today, i went to a restaurant to pick up some dinner.
as i walked to the counter i passed a woman who i knew along time ago.
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i think its weird , because they dont know who to shun anymore,, how do they know if you have come back and they can talk to you now, or if you are still shunned.
i was reinstated last july and everyone i see still looks at me blankly and if i talk to them , they look very VERY uncomfortable. which i find amusing in a strang way. Lots of brotherl love coming my way!!!
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pyramid in knowledge book
by pippy inhi, i was up late the other night and read something about a page in the knowledge book that has a picture,when folded that displays a pyramid with a skull above it.
i dont have the book but would really like to see the pic, does anyone have a copy they can post here for me to view.
cheers pippy
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thanks lady libery.. found it, it does seem abit far fetched. but as for some other shots , im not so sure,,
a 96 yr old lady my jw mum knows , who is also a witness put together a scrap book of watchtower and awake pictures. mum showed my 6 yr old son and I was there at the time. it started of with pretty pictures of animals, and mountains ect, and i thought it was nice,, but then it started to show all the bad things ppl do , like getting drunk( oh no), mugged, dealing in the occult ect.. and then all the arrmogedon pics. by this time i was a ball of eneergy just waiting to explode, it was making me feel so gross... then wwere these shots of jws going door knocking and then living happily ever after.... it made me so sick,, and i dont usually fight with my mum, but i told her to never ever show my son something like that again,, he doesnt need the mental scarring i had endured for so long, and it looked so fake, but at the same time evil,, she had so many pics of bad ppl and the big A that i could practically feel the demons in the pics.....gross
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pyramid in knowledge book
by pippy inhi, i was up late the other night and read something about a page in the knowledge book that has a picture,when folded that displays a pyramid with a skull above it.
i dont have the book but would really like to see the pic, does anyone have a copy they can post here for me to view.
cheers pippy
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hi, i was up late the other night and read something about a page in the knowledge book that has a picture,when folded that displays a pyramid with a skull above it. I dont have the book but would really like to see the pic, does anyone have a copy they can post here for me to view. cheers pippy
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Yes, What You Really Wear Does Matter !
by The wanderer in<!-- .style1 { font-family: arial, sans-serif; color: #3e3e7b; } .style2 { font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; } .style3 {font-family: arial, sans-serif} --> yes, your clothing really does matterbeing one of jehovah's witnesses always made.
the individual conscious of the clothes you were .
the men had to wear suits and the women.
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i was counciled when i was about 13 for wearing a dress ,, it was kneee length but when i sat down it would strech across my knees,,, it was prolly the only dress i liked and i wore it often. mum bought it for me in hawaii and i felt confident in it. in the bookstudy this sleezy 30 yr old guy used to stare between my legs and i could see him doing it , wishing he was in there..!!! someone must have noticed cause the elders told me it was not appropriate and could stumble the brothers. Then my mum made me wear really long granny clothes and i felt like a complete dag,, and begun my identity crisis..
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Possible clue to the "Big" Announcement!!
by Lady Liberty inmy husband, the black pearl, had a interesting conversation with his mother today.
she was trying to be all kiss butt nice, for today that is, to tell him about the new tract that is coming out in october.
apparently they don't have it yet.
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just to add,, yes in australia they have the tract already,and im pretty sure it has a lightening bolt on the front...i just cant remember exactly as i looked away pretty quick at the time,, but i told my sister about it and said i think there is a scary lightening bolt on it,,its blue ...
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Possible clue to the "Big" Announcement!!
by Lady Liberty inmy husband, the black pearl, had a interesting conversation with his mother today.
she was trying to be all kiss butt nice, for today that is, to tell him about the new tract that is coming out in october.
apparently they don't have it yet.
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i saw the tract the other day,, its the size of a watchtower,, her told me i HAVE to give it to my friends,, i said i dont want to,, and he told me every witness HAS TO!!! i didnt look inside it ,as he was pushing it in my face but it did look kinda creepy,, i didnt want to look in it....
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Who is Jesus? Is he God?
by BelieverInJesus ini live in memphis.
months ago, i had some jw's come by and talk with me.
i'm a believer in the holy bible.
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. makes me think...are all gods the real aliens !!! maybe we are just their guinee pigs ,, seeing what we do with the info they give us??Hercules - Roman - A man born of virgin birth, half God and half human. Only God when in the realm of the Gods, but possessed god like power while on earth.
Perseus - Greek - A man born of virgin birth, half God and half human. Only God when in the realm of the Gods, but possessed god like power while on earth.
Cuchulainn - Celtic - A man born of virgin birth, half God and half human. Only God when in the realm of the Gods, but possessed god like power while on earth. (This one even said to be reborn as the father and son)
Jesus Christ - Christian - A man born of virgin birth, half God and half human. Only God when in the realm of the Gods, but possessed god like power while on earth.
Who is Jesus? Myth, Legend, etc