dear gutted,, Just to let you know I "like" your comments and the process for us that we relate.
We will never 'feel' top of the most knowledgable of the world. the most righteous, the 'only' good or the 'only best' anymore. Nor do we 'want' that anymore, as it was only a 'lie,' a falsehood from the WTS.
Therefore, we grow better in peace and non-judgementalism, one day at a time.