Posts by shell69

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HAVE YOU TRULY LEFT THE WITTNESSES OR ARE YOU STILL ACTING LIKE ONE

by nightwarrior in

its been a while since i last posted on the site.. as a wittness i was governed by what i said was supposed to do and even act towards other human beings,my sinful life was ripped away by people using pages of the bible, showing what god wanted from me as a person,unfortunately being scriptually replaced by a character that i never realized, nor truth be told acceptable to jehovah god, but under the guise of a christian, we accept all that is brainwashed into our silly minds.

accepting all and everything without question,therfore this is known as being brainwashed, without you even knowing it iike so many within the congregation, was forced to adapt to a hidden manifesto which was be seen but not heard.

complain about any of the elders and you will be disfellowshiped, most of my time i was serving jehovah with a muzzle on my face which would only allow me to speak if i agreed with the elders i wasnot blind but what i saw and experienced as a wittness left me cold.

shell69

I feel much like anewme. Having DA's in Feb of this year, I can now see the beginingd of a more aassertive person. I have accepted that my family is lost to this god awfull religion, but I will not waste another second of my life worrying about the past and the things I cannot change.

I think it can be difficult at first; the religious mindset and programming is hard to get out of your head, but the feelings I had when I first went; feelings like 'well thats it, I'm dead/waiting to die' are begining to fade, and I can now look forward.

I do feel 'harder', 'tougher', and am not the totally unhappy person I was, when all I could see was the hypocrisy of a mind controlling religion and an overwhelming fear that if I left I'd lose my family.

I'm starting to love my life, and it feels wonderfull.

Best wishes to all of you here on this board who are 'fading' or questioning your religion. There is a wonderfull life to be had OUT of the borg, where you'll be free to think for yourself and what you say and what you do isn't constantly scrutinised to asses the level of your spirituality. Yes the journey may be hard, and inevitably your freedom will come at a price, sometimes a high price, but it really is worth it.

Shell

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Just to let you know

by Rethinking in

i've decided to cut my ties with jws.. i don't post here much as i've stated before, but you all don't realize how much i appreciate this forum and the support it gives..

shell69

I agree with Eliveleth;

You are now in a world of people who will love unconditonally. This alone is PRICELESS and will be stark opposite of what you have beenprogrammed to be used to. This site and the people herein have all been there and fully understand.

Congratulations on makingthe best decision you ever made. (((XHUGX)))

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UK- JW MINISTERIAL SERVANT SERIAL RAPIST

by DannyHaszard in

man escapes jail for sex attacksbbc news - 1 hour, 42 minutes agoa jehovah's witnesss gets a community sentence for a series of sex assaults on children and adults.man escapes jail for sex attacks porter was put on the sex offenders registera jehovah's witness has escaped a jail term after admitting a series of sexual assaults on children and adults in clevedon.

michael porter, an elder in the religion, pleaded guilty to 24 counts of indecent assault and gross indecency on 13 victims aged 18 months and older.

among the individuals were others involved in the faith.

shell69

Disgusted as always, but not at all suprised.

As an ex dub in the UK this is just one more instance of perverts being involved with theyre so called 'chrisitian brotherhood'

I for one will be e-mailing to my local newpaper, encouraging them to investigate instances of child perverts in Haslingdon (Bury),Little Hulton (mcr), Fanrworth (mcr), Radcliffe (mcr), Rose Hill (bolton).

These sickos are every where, and they expect the parents of children to sit with them and take it at the word of the 'elders' that they have been investiagetd and are of no threat to the children of that congregation. What the hell is wrong with these people? Cant they see whats under theyre own noses?

AND; what sort of distorted and inadequate parent would continue to allow their own flesh and blood to be exposed to this sort of person... to encourage their children to accept these men as 'brothers'? Given the publicity that these cases are bringing are the parents not complicit?

I GOT MINE OUT!

I'm so furious. I cry

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Potty training kids and different views...

by FreedomFrog in

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friends

when i was growing up, i remember my parents would put those plastic "cover" things over my sisters panties and put those protective sheets on the bed to help them with potty training.

especially when they were doing great with using the potty on their own during the daytime.. my aunt in texas would beat her kids arses if they wet the bed.

(now i do not agree with this way).

shell69

As a mother of 4, I would say that inevitabley accidents do happen. One of my four children went of the bed wet for quite some time before he stopped completely.

What I used to do was always 'lift' them when it was time for me to go to bed. The kiddy had already been asleep for a few hours at that point and were very drowsy.

Plonk them on the loo, tell them do 'wee wee's' and pop them back into bed. Theyre so drowsy they go straight back to sleep.

Worked a treat!

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Fun family study? Tolerable?

by Gopher in

was there ever such at thing in jw families, or is this phrase oxymoronic?.

sometimes the meetings encouraged "variety" in family studies, assigning certain research projects to different family members, or setting up a bible reading as though it were a play.. none of that happened in my family.

it was just dry question-and-answer.

shell69

My dad who was a ms, always used to end up losing his temper, and shouting at us! I think its coz he didnt really belive himself.

Pile of ***t, what a waste of everyones time! Then you get these really 'perfect' demos at the convention of lovely little families, showing us how is should be done!

I sometimes wonder how many of those perfect families are still in the 'truth'?

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Ever been completely embarrassed by the householder in field service?

by fedorE in

i recall i was in service with ken little, the canadian branch committee overseer, and he took the first door.

the magazines were talking about nuclear war and its impending disaster.

so ken little introduces himself and says "good morning sir,did you know that every minute they spend millions of dollars on the manufacturing of weapons......" the homeowner looks straight at him and says "yeah?

shell69

Yes!! When I was about 14 yrs old. Guy came to the door with just a small hand towl wrapped around his waist!

And what a hunk he was!

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August KM provides solid evidence of declining JW morale

by sir82 in

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friends

as you may or may not recall, the february '07 km (for the us) had a huge article, taking up the full 4 page insert, on the "blessings" of auxiliary pioneering.

the part covering that insert took up the entire service meeting (aside form the announcements).

the "encouragement" was that the us branch had set a goal of 160,000 auxiliary pioneers for the month of april ("if only one of every 6 publishers signs up, we can make it!")..

shell69

Sorry Guys, hit return!!!!!

Been out of this s*"t for six months now.

Just realized that their August Report is tantamount to a Company Profit & Loss report! The mugs that support this org and are missled by their bible rantings yet are nothing more that a disposable asset. Yes! Its inconvenient when publishers leave, but they dont really care! We're just numbers!

Free thinkers whom they have to silence and quickly!

Shell

XXXXXXX

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August KM provides solid evidence of declining JW morale

by sir82 in

jw
friends

as you may or may not recall, the february '07 km (for the us) had a huge article, taking up the full 4 page insert, on the "blessings" of auxiliary pioneering.

the part covering that insert took up the entire service meeting (aside form the announcements).

the "encouragement" was that the us branch had set a goal of 160,000 auxiliary pioneers for the month of april ("if only one of every 6 publishers signs up, we can make it!")..

shell69

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Writing a letter to JW's stating that you are no longer one.

by amfree in

i'm new to this forum.

i was raised a jw by 3rd generation witnesses.

most of my relatives are witnesses.

shell69

I Das'd four months ago. Thought I'd add both my reasons and the consequences of this.

I hadn't been to kingdon hell for over a year, when I got a phone call out of the blue requesting the two elders visit me. I know the reason for this is they had heard I was about to undergo a re-hab course for alcohol dependency. However I did not request their so called 'help', and made it clear they were to stay away from me until I had sorted myself out.... which I did. (I am now alcohol free!!, and intend to stay that way). The alcohol dependency had gradually taken hold over a few years. I would come out of the kh and need a drink to calm me down!

However after the hypocrisy and double standards that I have seen in this awful cult over the years there was no way I was going to allow them to give me a 'push' out of the doors. So I chose to walk, and I walk with dignity, having freed myself from the oppresive weights, and lies that have been forced upon my and my children. I 'choose' not to have my children sit with know poedophiles and be obliged to smile meekly at these grotesque men who are cosseted by a corrupt and manipulative leadership.

Yes, I know that it is I who am considered to be a nothing, but I will live with that, because I have set my children and myself free.

The consequences were, that for a period of time I felt very low. Having battled my addiction, and with a sobre mind I had to realise that my mother would never have anything to do with me again. Also the beleif systems that have been with me all my life told me that I was now 'dead', or waiting to die. I can't say that the effects of the indoctrinations have completely subsided, and realistically this aspect of my recovery will take some time, however, I will die with my dignity, my head held high, because as much as I feel scared at the result of my 'walking away', I would rather die than be forced to go along with certain doctrin's which I will always believe are utterly wrong.

Incidently on the two occasion when I have seen 'whitlesses' in the supermarket only for them to blank me (... these pople would treat Hitler better than me)... where have they been????? going down the acohol aisle of course!!

At least I admit what I am.

But I'm not bitter

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Writing a letter to JW's stating that you are no longer one.

by amfree in

i'm new to this forum.

i was raised a jw by 3rd generation witnesses.

most of my relatives are witnesses.