The first time I grew a beard I was told i would be setting a bad example in the congregation and that I would be viewed spiritually weak and I could not progress in the "truth"
That occured within the first 10 years of my baptism.
The second time I grew a beard was when I was a MS about another 10 years later and after a few subtle hints that I didnt take notice of I was told i would lose my "privilege`s if I didnt remove it
As I was still committed I buckled again and did rmove it still thinking they had the "truth"
In 1993 I walked away grew my beard and its been with me ever since and its going to the grave or the furnace with me.
And I can live/die with that.