At what stage of recovery are you?
Are you angry?
Are you depressed?
Are you yet desperately looking for the 'only true religion' to replace what you have lost?
Are you past these stages and have found happiness and contentment again?
I think I would say I am in the 'getting on with life' phase. Much less angry. Much less depressed. I think the anger and depression only surface when I start thinking about the magnitude of the scam, how blind the world is to how dangerous the organization is and the 'spell' that my family is under.
I no longer search desperately for something spiritual to replace the life long spirituality I had. Although I recognize that 'something' is missing in my life, I realize now that I can fill that space with anything I want, it doesnt have to be religion.
So I would say I am starting to move past these stages and onto the next stage. I dont know if I would call it 'happiness and contentment', since I have never felt that I wouldnt know, but I would say life is more enjoyable, less stressful, more purposeful than it ever was before.